Alrighty, I'm all alone at home now and yes,spending the night alone at home too.3rd brother is working and Mother is sleeping over downstairs at Grandma's. I should have sleep there too but I was challenging myself to sleep alone tonight. So yeah, met Mich at my house since she just finished her church which was really near my house. And I was really famished till I could just devour a horse.Reached Town at 8 and Rafiqah was 20 minutes late!Hahaha we played hide and seek with the CC people yeah childish I know.Deprived of childhood?Yeap,perhaps. Grabbed dinner at Ayam Penyet Ria and I wasn't that full. It's been quite some time since we sat down and talked and laughed and do some justice to girls' needs.Hahaha actually it is not some time la.We see each other during work like almost everyday.Never get tired,really! I feel guilty of not spending much time with Syakura. She is the missing person la.Fret not, we'll be meeting soon okay sweets? Okay so back to tonight.After dinner,we proceed on to coffee bean and continued our stories,lame jokes and things like that. I really got scared walking home at midnight just now. I don't know why but I just got a type of goosebumps or something. But hell,tonight was great. Love you girls!

I don't think I will be updating as often now.And next Wednesday will be my last day working.Awwwwwwwwhh how sad.

I will be a little vain/bimbo and whatever bitch thing.I feel so fat now.urggggghhhh cant wait to stop working and hit the tracks almost everyday and no eating fast food everyday.Yes! That is the cause of me gaining weight and with this flabby fats.Urgggggggggggggh tak boleh tahan!

Oh did I mention that I threw away my right eye's contact lens last Sunday just because it got dry after I took it out because my eye was in pain? Yes,I couldn't get any dumb. And throughout madrasah, I was one eye potek. Rafiqah told me that it would be okay once I put solution on it. And I just bought it!oh my oh my yes I know I waste money like I waste water.

Lesson learnt - bring along contact lens case and spectacles wherever I go even if it is only for a short period of time. Meeting up with the girls later in the evening/night.

Invincible Youth always makes my Saturday noon splendid.

• No breakfast and lunch just now.
• KBS all the way.
• Mother went out few hours ago.
• 2nd brother went to KL since Friday with his bike mates.
• 3rd brother just woke up.
• And I shall get my ass off and get ready.
  

In a bit.

Great,things are looking good for me now. Prayers were answered,amin. I can't wait to start school though.Yeah,back to study mood.So anyway, work was a darling this week except that it was pretty busy just now. To think that I survived working on Friday night. And Daniel kept stealing my pens. What a pen-stealer,really!!Everyone was such a dear so yeap, I'm rather torn to leave them. But oh well. Oh yes!Before going to work, went to the dentist to de-band my lower braces.OMG my lower set looks very fake and white.I feel so bogeh pleaze. Even mother was like hahahha your teeth looks fake.And I find it so weird talking and having my tongue to slide over a smooth surface ohhhhhh that feeling.Getting retainers next week. And everyone at work was like woahhhh take out already ah so cool please.I can't stop looking at my teeth hahahhahaha action I know right!

Had a haircut a week ago and I think I cut too much hair.Personally,I really hate layering. I just prefer the length to be all equal.But hell, I let the hairdresser do what she wants to do.Actually it was not that bad la and I love my hair colour hehehehehehehe.Gonna redo it again though. So yeap,Pizza Hut for dinner with Michie hahahhhahhaa what the hell,I mean Michelle and dessert at Mac's.

Okay,I'm no good in remembering what I did the whole day what's more the whole week. Okay,my eyes are all puffy and huge eye bags even Shafa said that.Oh yes, talking about her - we coincidentally met at Mac's Taka when I was having my break.HAHAHA that girl suddenly came up to me and said "nanti aku teman kan kau makan eh" haha was I shocked to see some random girl came up to me like that. Some what caught up over that half an hour of break and we've got to get back to our respective work. I got to put on the cream that I bought from The Body Shop.Cost me a bomb hahaha k not really bomb la but expensive okay just for that small tube of cream.Stopped using it for a while because I'm lazy urgggh what to do.

On a lighter note,I've lost a kg.4 more to go. And mother's touch really does wonder I think! My body was aching real bad yesterday and Mother did her magic.And yes!I do feel better now.Yeah yeah I love my mother.Who doesn't?

I'm extremely exhausted.
I think I do deserve a massage.A whole body one.
Ahhhh just the thought of it tempts me.
RP's website are not cooperating with me and I couldn't check my results.
Urgggghhh fed up ah.
On a happier note, Happy 18th Birthday Ewin.
I shall now call it a day.
Goodnight.

Great, just great.Republic is not picking up my calls.Or instead I was led to the voicemail or whatever it is. I'm like really confused now.Just hope they will reply my email. Let's cross fingers shall we?Nah, they will reply to my email, just like NP. Such darlings.

So anyway,it is chaotic in the living room right now. Cousins slept over at my house since they wanted to watch soccer or whatever boys stuff last night and Irfan just came over. Eldest brother went to repair his car or whatever since someone hit it or something.Urrggh adult stuff. On a second thought, I don't want to grow up. Adulthood is so complicated. I just love it when people makes the decisions for you, may you like it or not.I didn't go to the camp thing because I was just plain lazy and the weather during weekends were so seducing and tempting.I do feel bad nonetheless. Watched the telly and rotted my ass off.God, great life.On the downside, I'll be working later and doing closing. Urggh such a chore. I hope no one is pmsing (including yours truly) and be such a dear.

Great, Irfan's crying now because the boys went down to Grandma's to shower. Have to get off now and console him.Haiyaaa.

P/S I think Adam Lambert is hot in his 'What do you want from me' video.Just with his fringe down.I just have this soft spot for boys with fringe/hair like that.Hehehehe cheeky i knw

Alrighty, I'm pissed with my hair. Urgggh,the urge of chopping it. After George leave then I will have a visit with the hairdresser. So anyway, had a little shopping today. Was I a happy girl?! After I made my purchase, I was all smiles and kept saying "I'm a happy girl *wide smile*" Ended the day at West Coast Plaza with Coffee Bean. Short day indeed but hey, I still had a great time.

So anyway, 7 March is finally here!Eh literally sia!It's past midnight already! I will be heading to the Indoor Stadium in few hours time!HAHAHAHA EXCITED OR WHAT?!

Random note here - I can't really wait to get older, 20-ish or something, get married and have kids. Just the mere thought of parenthood really excites me. I've got no slightest clue why but I'm just looking forward to it. Yeah, I know how life will get difficult and more difficult but that phase will make an individual strong and mature isn't it? I'm green with envy how a woman, a wife and a mother to be exact to be so strong, never to throw in the towel and will work hard just to please her loved ones. I guess there are more than one side in a person. Some just don't wish to express the softer side of them and showed their coldness instead. Only time will tell and they will show it ultimately.Been there, done that. Some just won't show their love till the time is ripe.

So much for putting 'away' on MSN. Seriously, don't they understand the meaning of 'away'? Getting on my nerves. Okay perangai time - ignore.

My hair still smells of the dye and it's giving me the dizzy spell. And I still haven't buy 'Dear John'. Or should I get 'The Lovely Bones' instead?

I wonder of I should be happy about it. Sigh, sad case. But Darling, You are the only exception. Chey chey chey.

This sucks,that sucks.Life sucks.Everything suck! I got so cranky lately! Slept like a baby (or should I say swine?) last night. Felt like continue my sleep but hell, I dragged myself to the toilet and got ready for work. Really took my own sweet time since the weather was being such a dog and I don't want to perspire from the effect of rushing to work. Ahhh, the feeling of air-conditioner in the bus was like heaven!And Rafiqah didn't come to work today and was I bored to death! No one to talk to in the bus, at work and going home.Okay, a little exaggeration here. So anyway, customers didn't make me feel better too. For the past few days, female dogs, stuck-ups and snobs kept coming and giving stares, attitude and whatsoever. Yes, I was not very happy about it but I closed both eyes,not one but both. Patience is a virtue. But some were such a dear and polite - the type of people who deserved our service. Doing closing also makes me go crazy especially tonight when Daniel blasted my type of music. & I think work is toning my calves due to the standing,walking and a little bit of running. Great!

Yes, I know I should be sleeping now but my shift is at 5 tomorrow and my pay is fucking tomorrow!OMG I can't wait to put my hands on the hard earned money! All I know is that tomorrow will be a short day and time will fly real fast.Let's cross fingers and hope so alright.

I started dreaming of weird things. I can't stop pondering about it.Why oh why?!I should get over it now. Love at first sight?I've always thought it is bullshit but I think it lasts for me(?). I was quite bummed when I look through the pictures, conversation and such. Why, why, why?! Just forget about it, sya. The pastures are greener on the other side. Now I don't think it is the right time yet. Yes, am pretty sure about it.

Oh yeah oh yeah Sunday is coming!Can't wait, can't wait! 7 March, 7 March, 7 March!

I've always thought that not everyone Facebook but I guess I was wrong about that. I'm wondering why am I up this early when work starts at noon. In fact, the lazy attitude is coming and I just felt like taking MC today HAHAHA. But the thought of my pay is coming in this Thursday and I want to get a quite huge amount of money, hmm I think I will just live with it. And it is first of March already! Awwww, how time flies.

Somehow, I felt sad/demoralised when I found out about someone's status over Facebook. But yeah, I do think that I'm not ready for something new. It seems that I can't get over it? Urgggghhh irritating much. I don't think I will ever walk past there anymore.Nope. I'm happy with life currently, apart of going to work almost everyday, facing demanding and unreasonable customers and stuckups. Yes, pretty much like that.

So much for an amicable break up. Whatever dude,whatever.

♥ Syahirah, 18, Republic Polytechnic, Diploma in Communication and Information Design. ♥ food and boys with cute hairstyles ttm.



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