It is really hard to erase those memories that we made together. I was jolted back to those times we spent together when I went Bugis just now. There are so many of them and you could just erase it. Is it that easy for you to do that? I want an amicable one, but you insisted the hard way instead. I'm sorry but I just can't really move on.I spouted words which meant I've forgotten everything but I guess saying those words didn't make me feel any better. Or I think I do have a heart,unlike you.
On another note, I'm pretty troubled over some matters which I can't really define what it is. You know, the feeling when you just don't have the slightest idea why you are feeling down and in the dumps? Yeap,that kind of feeling. I want to breakdown and cry but I need a shoulder to do that. I need someone to hear what I've got to say and to vent my anger on.I know bearing grudges is never healthy but I can't stay away from it. It is indeed tiring to bear those grudges so please stop getting on my raw nerves!Maybe I get easily annoyed and irritated but there won't be any fire if there's no spark. First impression last long and you didn't give me a good one,mofo.
So now, a quickie regarding school. School is awesome lately. Awesome friends,awesome clique.What more could I ask for? (L) Met the clique over at town despite the fact that I'm down with fever and irritating flu.Oh please don't ask me how I'm feeling because it is just awful. Furthermore, I have to wake up at 7 just now to collect my passport and queue is frigging long. Upon reaching home, I slept all the way till 2 to make my condition better. Felt bad for having to wait for me and Fizah though. So anyway, bought what I needed and settled for Bugis since they wanted sheesha. The company was great and my condition got better of me. But once I reached home, it got worst. I guess they are my happy pills. I felt great and safe being with them. It is enough just for their presence. Second day of school was even better because of webcamming with Shak from the beginning of the lesson to the end. Wasn't it great dude? Except for the fact that my module for the day was shitty and I couldn't understand what the faci wanted.urggggh screw it,really! And I missed CTSS Speech Day just because I chilled with the clique in the library.Yeap,I'm feeling quite guilty. But I did have fun, didn't I?
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