Gee,I'm so peeved.I wonder how could be you with such a mofo?Initially,it was the cow that I'm angry at and now you. I'm giving you the finger okay.

Alrighty,I kind of got sick of the school system already.I'm sick of doing presentations everyday.I look forward to 3.30pm more than ever! Was supposed to catch Shutter Island with them but somehow it got cancelled.To dampen the mood,it rained heavily and we settled for one of the void decks to talk and the guys for smoke break.Headed to Zac's house after that and slacked till around 9 or something.Just when we wanted to leave, Fadhil realised that he lost his mobile phone.Like what a timing right?I just love them okay.

Met my dear Rafiqah for lunch and off to West Coast Park.I swear it's been a week since I laughed that hard!I'm missing her already.And Michelle was so evil because she was lazy to meet us.HAHA k joking Michie.I will still love you.I've got pictures but I'm just lazy to upload it so next update alright?

I've got no mood to update already so yeap.I just wish next week will be a breeze.Please.

Is it me or people just didn't get what was I getting at? Seriously, if I come up with anything just to avoid you,it means that I don't want to talk to you at all and you just keep popping up on MSN. Annoying much.I'm not a horrible meanie so I will just let it go. Why is everyone getting on my nerves now?! Ugggghhhh stupid dickheads!

I wonder how can you be such a bastard of a jerk.Maybe to you sorry is nothing. Maybe you just don't appreciate those humanoids that care and spent time on you. You just don't appreciate it. You never change,don't you? Am I lucky to leave you or am I regretting it? Well, I can answer this on the spot. I will never regret leaving you because you are such a player and thinks the world evolves around you. Why am I getting back to this?Because I can never forget.Perhaps I can never forgive too.

I'm feeling terribly awful right now. Talk about staying in bed the whole day and just sleep. No kidd at all. So, you can imagine how ill and terrible I'm feeling now? Considering of giving school a miss tomorrow but I ain't sure yet. I don't know how the system will be like either. How troublesome. And now the bitch of my brother is fucking grumbling about the lappie thing. I'm in a fucking no mood to entertain his fucking nonsense and wish I could just shut his fucking mouth up.Yes, I will get cranky when I'm sick. Yes, I will get annoyed when someone won't just fucking shut his/her mouth up when I'm in no mood to entertain their nagging. I never want to be this vulgar but I just couldn't help it.My mood now? Fucking sucky ttm.

It is really hard to erase those memories that we made together. I was jolted back to those times we spent together when I went Bugis just now. There are so many of them and you could just erase it. Is it that easy for you to do that? I want an amicable one, but you insisted the hard way instead. I'm sorry but I just can't really move on.I spouted words which meant I've forgotten everything but I guess saying those words didn't make me feel any better. Or I think I do have a heart,unlike you.

On another note, I'm pretty troubled over some matters which I can't really define what it is. You know, the feeling when you just don't have the slightest idea why you are feeling down and in the dumps? Yeap,that kind of feeling. I want to breakdown and cry but I need a shoulder to do that. I need someone to hear what I've got to say and to vent my anger on.I know bearing grudges is never healthy but I can't stay away from it. It is indeed tiring to bear those grudges so please stop getting on my raw nerves!Maybe I get easily annoyed and irritated but there won't be any fire if there's no spark. First impression last long and you didn't give me a good one,mofo.

So now, a quickie regarding school. School is awesome lately. Awesome friends,awesome clique.What more could I ask for? (L) Met the clique over at town despite the fact that I'm down with fever and irritating flu.Oh please don't ask me how I'm feeling because it is just awful. Furthermore, I have to wake up at 7 just now to collect my passport and queue is frigging long. Upon reaching home, I slept all the way till 2 to make my condition better. Felt bad for having to wait for me and Fizah though. So anyway, bought what I needed and settled for Bugis since they wanted sheesha. The company was great and my condition got better of me. But once I reached home, it got worst. I guess they are my happy pills. I felt great and safe being with them. It is enough just for their presence. Second day of school was even better because of webcamming with Shak from the beginning of the lesson to the end. Wasn't it great dude? Except for the fact that my module for the day was shitty and I couldn't understand what the faci wanted.urggggh screw it,really! And I missed CTSS Speech Day just because I chilled with the clique in the library.Yeap,I'm feeling quite guilty. But I did have fun, didn't I?

Please let tomorrow be a breeze.

Alrighty,let's talk about my pre-orientation that I had just now. Well, it was quite hard for me to wake up early in the morning just to reach the school at 9 but I did came on time though.I was pretty much nervous yet looking forward to it but more of nervous! Rafiqah said I could just break the ice and start chattering with other new freshmen since I don't really have shame and my mouth isn't that heavy to open. I can't remember how I start talking with the girl next to me. I think I told her that I was nervous or something. Yes, weird way to start off but I was really nervous!Then a malay guy sat next to me and he was also quite a chatterbox I guess. And oh, I tried to dress appropriately to maintain a good first impression.Yeap,I was covered from top to bottom hehehehe. Unfortunately we were not in the same group or whatsoever and got seperated.But it was no sweat for me hahaha. Got to know people from my group instead and there were like 14 of them so it was pretty much easier to know and bond with each other. Nothing went wrong actually and I thought that they were really such sweet things. The SL who were from Year 2 even asked me if I was friends with the other girls before then I was like no.I don't even know anyone here,seriously!
Did I mention that there were quite alot of eyecandys too?OhmyGucci.Super alot please hehehehehhe.Okay so met Rafiqah and Michie at IMM and had my dinner.Oh they provide lunch and tea breaks too hahahah okay irrelevant. Walked around and Rafiqah shopped and I was feeling restless and tired already and off home.

Okay going to jog in the morning so I think I should turn in now or something.Okay maybe not now.Later perhaps. And now my laptop is such a cow!So much for being new.Yeap,tell me about it.

Well, I guess this will be a mass update of the whole week starting from Sunday. Been going out like almost everyday now and I'm tired. So okay starting from Sunday. I went to madrasah since I skipped last week because I was just lazy to get up. The weird thing was Ustaz just kept on bringing up topics that is like related to me. So it kind of knocked some sense into me and yes, I'm changing,slowly. Went out with family later in the evening since 3rd brother wanted to treat the whole family.Irah and Danial tagged along since their parents went to a funeral or something. Headed to Bugis and found that the restaurant had been closed down and we settled down for seafood at Chai Chee. I personally ordered chilli crab since I was craving for it. After dinner, headed to Dempsey since I didn't want to go home that early. Met aunt,uncle and other cousins at Dempsey. Had B&J's and it was 2nd brother's treat. Gosh, $74 just for ice cream. Worth it?I strongly disagree but we did have fun. Was pissed during the dinner because of some unreasonable comments but I think he made it up to me for the desserts so I will just let it pass.

Monday- Went to RP first to send some forms due to my forgetfulness. Met Farhan first and proceed on to Taka to take our pay cheque. Somehow Daniel surprised us at Orchard so yeap,went off together. To make story short, met Rafiqah, Daniel went off first and the four of us went to Nana Thai for brunchner. Had an early night and went home.

Tuesday- Had a day spent with Rafiqah, Michelle, Daniel and Farhan. Watched Ju-On and I wasn't really that scared when I came up with that suggestion. Initial plan was Remember Me but the time slot was a little bit too early so yeap,gave it a miss. Super confident when I suggested Ju-On. Entering the theatre was okay too even though some parts I did cover my eyes with my cardi. Overall maybe 3 out of 5. Farhan was super noisy and kept commenting about every scene but I was seated at the other end so didn't really hear much of it. Talking about it, poor Daniel and Michelle. Bruchner again at Swensen's ION. Had my Mega Burger again and I did finish it hohohoho. I think I could really devour a whole horse according to the huge appetite that I'm born with. Farhan had to go off so yeap we went shopping.OMG la it is like such a long time since I bought a shirt.River Island and Mango woooohooo. Planning to go home but me and Michelle thought it was a little bit too early so we headed to City Hall and Rafiqah went home. Continued shopping and went home after that.

Wednesday which is today. Headed to RP for laptop configuration and I dont think I will get lost in my new school. Hmmm maybe yes since I'm never good with directions. Hehehehe I'm blogging with my very own new laptop.Talking about laptop, eldest brother gave me this since it was our deal if i get in to poly so yeap this is it. I asked him to buy from the school itself since it will be cheaper but he didn't want to. Haisssshhh waste money only la buy expensive one.Okay back to today. Rafiqah accompanied me and it was rather a breeze. Left the laptop there and headed for lunch at Causeway. I think Causeway Point will be my new best friend.Headed to the library after that for some reading and ohhh how much I miss reading. I wish I could just sit there and finish the interesting book that I've picked up but have to get back to school and collect back the laptop. Planned to go West Coast Plaza but headed home instead. Mother was surprised that I came home early tonight like around 7 plus.Hahaha she was very proud.

Urggggh I have to go to this pre orientation camp tomorrow.Having mixed feelings though - looking forward to make new friends and afraid of those bitchy ones if there is. And it is at frigging 9 am!goodness I have to wake up early just for that and I don't know what time will it end. Yeap great, my fault for not asking the guy who called up just now everything about it. Just hope that tomorrow will be fine.

Alrighty,these are the pictures.hehehe I didn't arrange properly so what the heck.

♥ Syahirah, 18, Republic Polytechnic, Diploma in Communication and Information Design. ♥ food and boys with cute hairstyles ttm.



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