Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Bitter heart
Friday, July 31, 2009 7:49 PM
School has been enjoyable.For me,at the very least.Afternoon focus turned out to be fun.Yes,I do look forward to it.Friends were great,so do classmates.Especially this week.Non-stop laughing I should say.Bonding?Yes,maybe.Gossiped with the girls and Shazni during Malay.Woah,that guy could really be a girl.
Somehow and somewhat,I feel quite demoralised.
My lower set of teeth felt as if it's going to come out hahahaha.No,really.It feels like,loose.Should be because of the bands.Appointment on Monday and I've ran out of ideas on what colours should I take.Say,blue and red again.Or maybe yellow and red.Ewww.
I'm trying to kill the feelings.It's going to be dead soon.Hopefully.I wonder,why must it appear always when I'm trying to give up.It would only make things complicated and difficult.And that's very mean.The grass is bloody greener on the other side.I'm trying to be optimistic here.
Sigh,eldest brother and Irfan not coming tonight.There will be a kenduri tomorrow which I look forward to.The only reason is the whole family will come together and bond and make noise,which I love doing.
Hi,we will meet tomorrow.Woo.Major misses.
Shall MIA starting from now.I hope.
Here we go again
Monday, July 27, 2009 11:11 AM
The waiting game is over. I'm giving up,half-heartedly. It's going to be hard,I know. But there's no harm trying.
Hush
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 12:31 PM
Hi,today is extremely chilly to the max till my fingernails went blue.No kidd.Was caght in the rain and so,I was soaked.Followed by a chill and a feverish feeling.Arms are bruised due to volleyball yesterday during PE but hell,it was fun.
Read Indra's LJ and gosh,the words are very deep.Tumblr is kind of hard to adapt.Agree,Indra?I think I will just hang mine there just like that.Or maybe not.
It doesn't matter how long it takes,as long as I never stop hoping. It doesn't matter how slow it takes,as long as I wait. In fact,I was thinking of bidding farewell to all those things.Urgh,how contradicting.How long more?
GCE O level Malay Listening Compre later on in the late afternoon.Sigh,that is my afternoon nap time.
Never Say Never
Sunday, July 19, 2009 2:12 PM
Sunday is such a lazy day.Both mama and 3rd eldest brother are still sleeping.Yes,at this time.2nd eldest is out for soccer so not included.
Caught fireworks again yesterday but last night was better because it didn't rain unlike last week.Actual plan was just me,Fatin and Yuhan.Then Indra came down and then my mum too.Yes,my mum!Met her by coincidence at Zamzam and she cabbed to Esplanade to catch the fireworks.Didn't go home with her since it was only at 8 plus.Walked around and settled for Clarke Quay thanks to yours truly.ALOT of eyecandys for last night and I met one of my cousin with his mother and sister at Zamzam too.Err,what a luck but I think it was rather nice seeing him.Forgot to bring camera and Fatin brought a no batt camera hahaha right.Missed APM and I was rather sad since I reached home like nearly midnight.Shagged.
Deleted the previous post because I think it is irrelevant already.Yes,irrelevant.I think I'm quite content with life right now.Thanks,.
Phone is down and using the old one.Like really,old one last longer.Tsk I'm lazy to send for repair.And Lily Allen's Fuck You music video was out and it was hell hilarious.
Last Saturday's.
Won't be updating in a while.
Battlefield
Monday, July 6, 2009 11:39 PM
The grass is greener on the other side. I've been wanting to apply that in life but I just couldn't.
Hello Eyecandy,I will see you tomorrow.I must be insane to add this in.
I'm still on holiday mood. Hiatus plan starts now. So contradicting,ha ha ha. No,really.I mean now.
Lunch with Indra just now and I was half an hour late.Should really count my blessings that he didn't send me to the nearest factory.
Lemon tree
12:37 PM
Lousy mood during weekend.Text messages weren't replied so I apologise to those who texted.
Had cocoa puffs with milk for a change this morning.I want to do something productive today.As if.
Thanks for the video,Indra.Okay,he is nagging that I should be getting off the laptop now hahaah see you later. Indrandre says (12:35 PM): later u late i hantar u the nearest kilang and work with the banglas
HAHAHAHA. Later.
Who'd have known
Saturday, July 4, 2009 12:17 AM
Haircut. Super short. Okay,not super. I'm a sad girl. Not anymore. Because there's Indra for entertainment. Never fails to make me smile. Just because we talk about ____. I like. Awwww,and ____ is such a Mr Nice Guy. And cheer up Bestf.It's not the end of the world yet. You got it done and over with.
School is a source for laughter.Yes?No?
Only once for today.How can that be enough?However,it was a joy for my eyes.
My hiatus plan doesn't work HAHAHAHAHA whatever.
Can't move on
Thursday, July 2, 2009 8:09 PM
Thanks for the sudden mood swing,cramps and headache,G. However,it's awesome that I had a nice afternoon nap just now. School was okay.SS paper was okay.F&N was better, like always with jokes.Inside ones I meant.Bumping into ___ finished the day with a cherry on top,pleasantly.
Hope my hiatus plan works.Goodbye.
The Answer
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 8:27 PM
"You've got a smile that will light up this whole town"
Oh great.Time is not on my side now and everything seemed hectic.Will be a mass update. Managed to spend the last week of holidays mostly with family.Went Science Centre on Wednesday with the cousins,met up with a cousin(some sort of distant I should say) on Thursday,caught Drag Me To Hell on the Friday and watched Transformers with Aunt and family on the Saturday(or should I say Sunday too?) All I could say that it was hell packed even the seating that we had was suckish given that the timing was at 11.30pm. How suckish was it?We were given the 2nd row.It was alright I should say since there were eyecandy(s) around too since we were at The Cathay.Slept over at cousin's since we were home like 3am and I was like fresh.Supposed to have a haircut but didn't give in to mama's and hairdresser's persuasion.Got so bored waiting for mama's perming thing to end and so I proceed to cousin's house nearby.Wooo,I spent so much time with family and I love this kind of thing.
Dental appointment yesterday and it was nearing to taking it off.Took green and yellow and somehow it sucked since they were two different thing.Gosh I'm lazy to elaborate more.Will be going for this dental surgery soon and I have this intuition that it will hurt a lot.Furthermore,it will cost me a bomb!$400++ if I'm not mistaken.Imagine I can buy a lot of things with that money.
George is here.Just wanted to pay my fast and well,I have to wait.What a timing,George.Anyway,I wanna meet someone with a name George.
Hectic days ahead.I wish to have all the time in the world.Okay,dream on.
There's more but I'm rushing for time and lazy.Next time perhaps.
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♥ Syahirah, 18, Republic Polytechnic, Diploma in Communication and Information Design.
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