Time check:5.38 a.m

Had a terrible nightmare and I could sleep no more.Shall disclose it a little.
It involved me and you know who.Was kinda disturbed by it and couldn't continue my sleep.It seemed real and I was rather worried.I shall not brood over it too much or in fact,at all.Yes,things are working pretty much well now and I shall not let my negative mentality over this meaningless nightmare/dream affect how things are now.I can really be pessimistic about how I look at things and it can even go out of logic.

I'm for real this time.The feelings are right and strong,even though I didn't really express or show it.Call me timid but I'm pretty much hesitating.Believe it or not.

Weird it may sound,but Chemistry's Endothermic and Exothermic and Speed of Reactions are on my mind.It's a good thing though.

Extremely occupied week.Occupied with academic stuffs I suppose.Felt like a huge accomplishment that I didn't use the internet for like nearly a week.

Weekends nicely spent for my own relaxation moments.Tension is rising since O's are coming.I'm pretty worried.To add on,there's Chemistry test tomorrow and did my revision already yay :D

Yesterday's weather was horrible.The sun was shining down unsparingly.It's more of the heat actually.F&N O level Practical yesterday was hell.Actually,it was not as bad as the previous week as I was doing my morning tea section yesterday.But yeah,no one was spared from her nagging.And I forgot to bring my camera,for the second time.Getting absent-minded perhaps.

To turn things around,it rained just now but the heat was back.Malay was sleepy yet funny mainly because of the swine flu and some other stuffs.A sudden Malay Oral after school - kinda of screwed it up because I felt weird conversing in proper malay.Overall,it was not too bad.

Talking about Oral,there's English Oral after school and needless to say,picture discussion will be a killer.

My bill for this month shot up.Suddenly the thought of previous line which costed 80 plus dollars per month came to me.Now then I realised what a spendthrift I WAS.Anyway,it shot up this month due to the excessive internet usage.I was begging mother to give me the money and I will pay it myself,without having to hand it to brother.But mother just won't give me face and threatened me.HAHAHA okay whatever I couldn't bother anymore.




I want to have my old,big appetite back.I'm craving for a big feast.And yes,GSS is coming soon heh heh heh.

BOF very sweet just now and Channel U will be airing it soon!yay yay can re-watch it.

Note to self:Stop giving dinner a miss.

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

Gave school a miss yesterday.Yes,gastric came back and I have to eat 3 types of pills.How great.The good thing is that one of them is green.How pretty.

School was great today maybe because of Malay and free period for Comb. Humanities.Suddenly came upon BGR topic during Malay and for God's sake,it was hell funny.Did 5 stations for PE and I've never liked sit ups.

Random plan after school today which was to watch movie.Caught 17 Again.Hot stuffs were in it.Seriously,no joke.Of course Zac Efron is one of them,okay I'm not and will never go gaga over him.Another one was Sterling Knight. :D



So in all, the movie was a great one.Very dicky.HAHAHA
Somehow met Atiqqa and Clarence so we watched with them.I swear that Clarence's laughter was disturbing.

Yay yay Demi Lovato's Don't Forget MV is up.Been waiting.Actually I didn't realise it was that sad until I watched the MV.Okay go watch.I'm liking the song back.

Math Focus tomorrow and it is a real drag manz.My eyelids are getting heavy and I guess that the medicine is taking its effects right now.Great,I have not started on my Algebra yet.Bugger.


Tonight is such a nice night because ......me and...... yay best best best!


And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do

I don't think I will be blogging much about Speech Day cum Homecoming because it was plain boring.Apart from my tummy giving me problems,frankly speaking,I prefer the last two years one.Went home for a little while for a rest and a short nap.Mother forced Panadol on me which was quite sucky.My second Panadol for my whole 16 years.

Well,I think my stomach is acting like this maybe due to Friday as my first meal was at 4pm and it kinda got upset until it made me having no appetite. I got a valid reason for Friday as I woke up at 7 in the morning and rushed all the way.I was late because I set the time on my phone wrongly.It was actually 6.15 already but my phone time was at 5.15 so what the hell I continued sleeping HAHAHA.Lucky thing that 3rd eldest brother wasn't working so I have to bother him to send me to school and yay I wasn't late at all.Luckily we took the car if not I would rather take a cab than taking his bike.

Did I mention that Miss Choo cried at the end of the day as the 4Es and 5Ns are leaving?Well,she did.Syakura did too.I was sad but I didn't cry.Tears didn't well up so yeap.

Planned to give school a miss tomorrow but there's practical exam tomorrow - kind of important.Okay here it goes again.












Mother watched BOF and Hannah Montana with me just now and hahahaha was she funny.Overall was a happy happy day because....... and then......resulting in me grinning widely.


And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

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Sleepless night + Ultra bad toothache + Lousy and terrible mood + Less talking + Noisy class + Irritating people + After school's shits + An hour wait for dental appointment + Super painful treatment


=HELL

On a brighter side,changed the bands to black,like finally.However,will be taking out soon.I could really feel the pressure that the wires have been pushing my teeth either closer or inner.It's been with me like for a year plus.I don't know if it is a piece of good news or the other way round.

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Since toothache was gone,today went pretty well.Started my morning with a good laugh from Indra's storytelling about his classmates or whoever they are.Lessons were alright as I was in a good mood and I have the mood to actually talk,whine and talk more.I think I'm liking Vectors because it made my brain to actually work very hard.
I was not satisfied for Malay Paper 2 marks.I'm sorry,but I'm really hungry for more.

Got home and I was kind of shocked to find that my 3rd eldest brother's friends were at home,as in my house.Since there was nothing I could do in the living room,I headed to my room to have some shut eye.


Life is indeed unfair.I want the carnival to come and go and then,I can get it done and over with.No more shits.

My head is heavy,should be because of a splitting headache and no mood for today.No doubt it's Monday blues.
Okay it reminds me of FloRida's Right Round.HAHA okay funny shit.
My tummy wasn't feeling good early in the morning ; it felt empty for no reason.
I feel like giving school a miss tomorrow.

2.4km run for PE just now.Timing was no different from last week's.13.33 nice number okay.Hey,and today is 13!Whatever~ My legs have gone jelly.

My phone finally died again on Saturday.Went to send it for repair yet again just now.
Firstly,I have to wait for one whole hour just for my turn.
Secondly,it's been the 6th time since I repaired it in less than a year.
Thirdly,I just knew the reason of the phone dying on me on my 6th visit.
How great was that?
So,starting from Thursday,I have to tap on the touch-screen keys gently if not it will be dead again since it's very sensitive.I find it stupid.I'm not eyeing for a new phone right now.However,I'm eyeing for the new Canon Digital Ixus 100 IS.The gold one that caught my eye.On the other hand, I think Digital Ixus 95 is cool too because there's green.How pretty.Okay,I can continue dreaming;current camera is not even a year old.

Syakura:How's you and ____?
Me:*stare and shrug shoulders*
Hopeless alright.I'm sad enough already.

Humans do love to make a teeny weeny small thing into a big massive one.With the pace of adding fuel to the fire,I believe there will be no end to it because it kept mounting.Agree?

On a happier note,tomorrow is eldest brother's birthday.WOOOOOOO 31 years old already okay super super super old.Saaaaaaaaayang abang.










'Cause when it comes to you there's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me when you don't
I can see it in your eyes all the compromise
No,I can't take another slow goodbye


Still considering if I should watch BOF tonight or call it a day.Option two is tempting.It's fun appearing offline.Try it.

Just using the internet for Fatin's sake since I need to send yesterday's pictures to her.Furthermore,2nd eldest brother is out for soccer.Blablabla went out with her yest and shall blog about it most probably tomorrow with pictures.

Didnt know that 2nd eldest brother ordered pizza just now and I was still sleeping.
Doorbell rang and stupidly with my gong face,I answered the door.Siak bonus gile siaaaaaa.The deliveryman super handsome laaaaaaaaa.I wanted to run away after answering the door but my brother who was on the phone with his girlfriend handed me the money,asking me to pay him.And so,I have to stand there,I look at his face he look at mine and pay.Beeeeeeeeeeeest sekali eh.

I ate 4 slices of pizzzzzzzzzza yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Dental appointment tomorrow again.Dang it.Okay I wanna watch Hannah Montana HAHAHAHHA i got no life whaaaaaat.

___'s words are playing on my mind since Friday night.I don't know if I should continue with it or just give it up.Oh manz.

Syakura smsed me this morning:
S:Sya,wanna trim your hair?
Me:*Laugh out loud*

I find it super random.

Gave my eyes a rest yesterday by not wearing contacts.Anisa and Syakura commented that I looked much more decent wearing spectacles.So,I'm not decent when I'm wearing contacts.Isshhhhhhhhhhh.

Felt that today is Saturday.Agree with me?
Ewin is supposed to come by my house to take the PS1 but somehow he's not here.3rd eldest brother is giving away his 10-year-old PS with the games and guns and what nots.Mother just asked him to take it away since that was a past craze since now is the PSP craze.Like everyone else,3rd eldest brother gave it up for PSP.Anyway,that was late dad's present to him for his achievements in PSLE.Furthermore,he is too old for it already.

Did a little bit of house chores.I ironed my own clothes today for the first time woooo.Caught up with Aidah ; cousin bonding for today.It freaking rained today and you know how much I hated it.Bugis;Marina;Bugis again;Iluma. Chatted over Hot Chocolate with Marshies at Iluma till late.I just love bonding bonding you know,you know.And and,my eyes were super fresh today because got alot of 'panas panas' people around.








The rest will be up on Facebook.No point uploading all of it here.

Am planning to mug tomorrow and I'm for real this time.Only after I'm back from accompanying Fatin for pictures taking tomorrow.

I wonder why people like to put words into other people's mouth.

I woke up at 6.30 this morning.Serious shit.Mother was already nagging as I have to dry my hair and she asked me to chop it off.Wtf.

I like Chemistry Practical today because got green powder for us to heat.Super pretty I tell you.

Malay Paper 1 went pretty alright.The funny thing was Syakura wrote an essay about the Indian Rojak.Something like that la.Anyway,my stomach was making a hell lot of noise and Fatin was making me thinking about food so I rushed it.Had Chicken Rice and Prata.Woooo best.

Good thing that I went Geylang with mama,3rd eldest brother,aunt and cousins on Sunday.I love Geylang I tiao you.My mama didn't let me shop so I bought lots of food instead.Had Chicken Rice,Laksa and more.Seriously,I was on food therapy.So if you go geylang,ask me along.Oh ya,I also met Indra for a little while after dinner at Ramen Ten since he wanted to go to Big Bookshop.step malu in front of my mother and aunty

Just spent an hour at Gramma's to dedicate a video to eldest brother since his birthday is on next Tuesday and sister in law and Irfan going Bangkok to surprise him.He seriously do not have a slightest idea about it.

So I went "Happy birthday Abang.I dont want you to pull out my braces because I love my teeth now *smiling widely,showing nearing perfect teeth* so I promise you that I will work hard for O's.take care and see you soon.Love uuuuuuuuuuu *waves and smiling widely*"
I got nothing to talk about.

And today is Cikgu Murad's 60 something birthday.He super cute okay.
Cikgu Murah:"saya sungguh gembira hari ini"
S:Asal cikgu?
CM:Hari ini hari lahir saya.
S:Ohhhhh selamat hari jadi eh tak hari lahir Cikgu.
CM:Sudah terlambat.
HAHAHHAHAH damn cute.

YAY THERE'S PE TOMORROW!!! *jumps around*
No vulgarities starting for now.Slap me if I spout one.


Some pictures.The rest are up on Facebook.

I seriously have no idea how to manage time.Kill me,someone.

I always have mixed feelings when it comes to Fridays.I'm glad that weekends are here but also at the same time,ironically,I'm sad that there's no school.

Tiring day today.The weather was not sparing us at all.Bonding time with Syakura over brunch.See,we always have bonding time.
JVSS for the FA Competition.I really have to admit that River Valley was hell good.Swear that the whole thing was boring for non-competitors.Results didn't turn out good I suppose.Managed to catch American Idol just now :D Awwwwwwwww Danny Gokey.

Am supposed to watch BOF on the net but oh boy,I do sidetrack alot of times.For example,I was typing my english 2nd draft essay earlier on,but I went on to blogshopping instead.HAH tsk tsk tsk.

I've been procrastinating things for too long already.

Oh yes,Malay Mock Exam next week.My oral presentation on Monday.Best eh.

I've got no idea why but people are showing their true colours these few days.
Gastric is here now because I skipped dinner.Hah well done.

Since I'm staying up,might as well I watch Liverpool's match.Ya,good plan.

Something is weighing on my mind today after recess that I couldn't focus during POA.If it's really true,___ is really a cow.I won't lose out this time.I've been giving in to people a lot of times and this time,over my dead body.


Note to self:
Stop brooding over a small matter.
Just get over it.

Today's April Fool's day and the first one to get me fooled was my mother.I think it's going to be a tradition already.3rd eldest brother also got fooled.One word - hilarious.

I wonder when will the Attire & Grooming check be over.I nearly got caught for my socks just now.A close shave I tiao you.I shall wear white socks starting from tomorrow.
Lessons were a drag.Geography test was quite a breeze.Had practical for Biology which I think it was nice.

My inner cheeks are in pain due to the metal bands stucked on my teeth.It is rubbing against my inner cheeks since Monday's dental appointment.I think the phobia of going to the dentist's is increasing.The recent appointment was when she fugging grinded my tooth and it was fugging painful.Actually I must eat porridge but what the hell.Chew a little then forced to swallow.If die then I dont know.At most will choke only.

Julian looks like [insertname] and I can't take my eyes off him because he seriously looks like [insertname]!

I promised Fatin that I will memorise Flo Rida's Right Round so that I can rap in front of her during recess and make both of us laugh our asses off.This has been a joke since Monday.

Taylor Swift's You're Not Sorry is on air!I just knew it last night. :/

George came and yesterday's cramps were the worst.Shau shi bai.

♥ Syahirah, 18, Republic Polytechnic, Diploma in Communication and Information Design. ♥ food and boys with cute hairstyles ttm.



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