George visited today ): And I'm not prepared.I still have not learnt my lesson.That explains why I was cranky these past few days.And sorry to those I shouted at today.Should know the reason why eh.

School was exceptionally great today.It's like we got no lesson for today.Humanities was slacky,surfing the net heh.Played this particular game during Math and Lim You Yao and Antony damn joker.Ant did the stupid nehneh action right in front of my face and I blasted out with laughter.Sleeping time for TPI.No Biology woooooo.No Mrs Lee for English even though there's Mrs Sui but it felt like there's no teacher in class.

I reached home at 8.30 just now because I went shopping with mama and brother even though I was zonked out after school.In the end,I got to buy alot of things.Best best.Singing with brother inside the car was the best.

There's alot of work to do during this weekend namely English only,I hope.


Roronoa! says (11:09 PM):
aku rogol dia baru tau.

HAHA he super funny.


Should I?Or should not?
Maybe not.

A is still keeping in touch with B.I don't wish to add A to the family.It is disturbing me,still.I don't know about the others but I'm disturbed by A's presence.

I miss my Baba.I wish you are here,by my side.


I need chips to munch on.

I don't like rainy days.Why must it kept raining and raining?

Spent more than an hour at the dentist today.And the first time that I cried at the dentist.It was very painful because she was like pushing the thick wire into the small brackets by force.Yes,by force.Anyway,took red and blue.I never like going to Clementi Ave 2 to go for my monthly dental appointment.I didn't realise that I've extracted 3 teeth.I very the bogeh.The receptionist thought I'm a Primary Six student. DDDDDDDD:
My teeth velly painful right now and I can't eat.Back to square one which is eating porridge.I can't even talk and smile properly.Dang it.I think I will be skipping my meals often because of my teeth.


Chemistry test on Mole Concept tomorrow.I don't like that topic because I suck in it,terribly.Confirm fail.

YAY TOMORROW THERE IS PE

CtWinds was alright today.Amos,Colin and Co. were there too.
I was stalked when I was on my way home.Very scary so I called my mum and they disappeared.Thank God.

My phone gave me problems again.

I don't feel good,still.Feeling empty and hurt perhaps.
Is giving up the right choice?It's hard to let go.

I don't feel like going to school.Not looking forward to it.Fatin gave me an idea how to get sick.

just so you know ; fatinnnnn says (9:34 PM):
barang yg tk senonoh.chocolate with sambal belacan ke
just so you know ; fatinnnnn says (9:34 PM):
then drink alot of cold water


Math and F&N tests tomorrow.I still have Liverpool match.Shall multi-task.

I feel horrible and terrible.

Had dinner at West Coast Plaza's BBQ Chicken.Was planning not to go since I've got no mood due to something,was having gastric,vomited and I think I got the flu bug.Probably getting sick.Also,I was super selekeh with my tee,jeans and havainas because it was last a minute thing.So,I was hoping not to meet anyone that I know there.But dinner was nice and funny.

On a happier note,a chat with Syakura,Hafiz and Hakim did make a difference.Especially Syakura who have been pushing me to start a conversation but I fear to.Anyway,thanks alot :D

Been a long time since I watch Liverpool match and I'm glad there is tomorrow night.Torres baby.

I feel like Miserable at Best.
I shall stop having high hopes already.Giving up perhaps.

Mood was on and off today.Mostly off during CCA which was rather stupid.People with attitude problem do not have the privilege to be entertained.In a way,I'm someone who gets intimidated easily.
Day was spoiled in the end and I think I need a little cheering up.Irfan did his part already.

F&N was funny today because I blurted out to the whole class that I wanted children and there goes Mdm Ang rattling on.Mostly about dirty stuffs eh.She didn't care even though Dinesh,the only guy was there.At least I didn't talk about the process right.

I got splashed by different chemicals during Chemistry and it was pretty painful.What a klutz.But today's practical very nice on Cations.Antony and Enoch were experimenting and added random chemicals and the colours were ugly and pretty.

I got to see ____ quite a number of times this week and it was rather alright.Just trying to keep my cool even though inside I'm screaming.At least I'm not like Indra who would be super super super delighted to see J and called me and made me laugh until everyone in the bus looked at me.Yes,it happened just now.

Pretty shagged and somehow,I'm starting to miss ______.

I think I got a problem with Lim You Yao.HAHA.

I hate it most when smokers smoke in front of me.
Especially my brothers.
I just find it hard to breathe.Prolonged passive smoking perhaps.

O levels dates are out and I'm scared.


Days are getting better in school.Agree?It got better today anyway.Not because of studies of course.
I just love it when people tell me about _____.
Ya,keep it going people.Tell me where you see ____ and such.Yay.

And K-Nite is so funny.WOOOOO.

I don't think ____ will be online tonight.To hell with that.HAHA.

Roronoa! says (9:32 PM):
you're hot then you're cold, you look like charcoal, your face like asshole.

HAHAHAHAHA


YAY I got distinction for MYOB workshop.Yay yay yay yay.

PE was no fun because someone got attitude problem and pissed me off.To hell with you.Played with Anisa and Safirah and I didn't know I was that flexible.The rest of the lessons was super sleepy but I can't sleep since I'm sitting under the teacher's nose.Super front and it's no fun because I've been sitting alone for this week since Wilna didn't attend school since Monday.

CCA was another bummer.Sec One intake did surprise us,in a good way.
I've been dealing with alot of people who have attitude problems today.Super shitty can.

Mama has been nagging that I've stopped eating at home.My stomach is not feeling well recently.Ya,a little weird in a way.Been having headaches too.Fever coming or what? ____ suggested for me to go to the doc's but I don't see any need to.Anyway,I was kind of touched by _____'s concern.


just so you know ; fatinnnnn says (10:18 PM):
tido tau
just so you know ; fatinnnnn says (10:18 PM):
jgn nk senyum je

Awwwwwww she knows me the best.Indeed,I'm smiling widely now.I wish I can shout for joy.And I owe her a drink tomorrow. -___-

Biology test on Hereditary and Molecular Genetics was such a breeze despite of the urgency of answering the nature's call today.Trust me,I don't normally describe tests like that.
Did the test,off to the toilet and guess what?I entered the wrong lab after that.HAHA laugh at me.All eyes were on me.My reaction was super super gong.All the labs looked the same to me.
So anyway,a huge thanks to Safirah as she went to great lengths to explain this particular thing that made me confused memorising them during recess.Those revising really paid off.

During assembly:
Antony sat beside me while I was studying Biology.He took the book and randomly turn to a page.We both look at the page,look at each other and started laughing.It was a picture of a penis.Yeah,a little cheeky.

Azid was another gong during English.He mistook the CE book for the Comprehension workbook and kept telling Mrs Lee that he cannot find the page.No wonder he cannot find the page because he got the wrong book.Haha another joker.There's alot of jokers in the class.

2nd eldest brother informed me just now that he got in Singapore Poly.It's a little weird since he is going to be 26 this year.In any case,it is a good thing that he wants to further his studies la.So yeah,way to go!

My malay language is deteriorating,badly.Now,I can feel the stress during lessons already.I find Math lessons super challenging.I was in my own world trying to figure out the question.It's a good thing anyway.

Yayyyyyy tomorrow is Wednesday which means there will be PE and frisbeeeeeeeee!

I'm extremely broke right now.I wish my fats will turn into money.I kept saying to Fatin that.I wish our fats will turn into moneyyyyyyy!!!!

Kirisan was irritated by Azid but Azid is funny la.

ReD dEvIl Manchester united fc cristiano ronaldo says (9:50 PM):
my pm write manu marching toawards wembley he say manu marching towards jalan besar.



Uh oh,my gastric is back and I don't plan to eat dinner.To hell with that.

I find that it's been a long time since I saw ______.Oh boy.Misses misses misses!
Monday and today not included.

Not in the best mood currently.Argued with mama until she ____.To be exact,partly was my fault.There was a little bit of ego in me till I didn't apologise.We do talk now but...Regret right now.
Kind of feeling irritated and annoyed right now.I'm lazy to entertain [insertname] on MSN.Gahhhhhhhh.I easily get dehydrated and I'm famished.Skipped dinner because was not in the mood.
I just decided to throw my old Jack Purcell.Kind of regret buying that pair as it was not worth it.$160 gone,just like that.

Spent my Saturday yesterday with Fatin and Indra.Alot of couples.Since Muslims can't celebrate Valentine's Day,never mind,it's okay la.
Town,Pastamania,Shopping,Botanical Gardens,City Hall.A very nice and enjoyable Saturday.Shall upload some pictures only.The rest are up on Facebook.






On another note,can't wait for school tomorrow.Mixed feelings.And I was super high on Friday night.Only I know.

I'm typing with eyes half closed.Super fatigue.

No freaky friday for today.Cranky might be the suitable word instead.
I don't know what's up with the internet tonight until I can't go to either Golden Village and Cathay website.Laptop is lagging like end of the world.
Everything seems so wrong tonight.Not exactly everything.

School was still a bore but there were some funny occasions especially when Safirah sneezed.That was super exclusive.Fatin and I tends to laugh at people sneezing.We just find it funny especially when it's super ugly and unglam.

Fatin accompanied home to change.She was whining about how far is my house from the school.But in the end,we reached my house.3rd brother was already awake and ya,my brothers don't go for Friday prayers.Laziness maybe.Walked to school from the way nearer to the mosque,hoping to meet someone.No sight of ____.

But in the end...... I think I did.I THINK.I pity Fatin because after that incident,I kept saying ____'s name.Like very cool you know.

Parliament Live was nice,worth going.Was really fascinated by it.And Mr Arthur Fong smiled at me!I was telling my mum all about it until she asked me to shut up. ): I was very excited about it after that.I didn't sleep when they were somehow debating,I listened attentively okay.

SJ uniform makes me look fat ):
I think I will have diabetes and tooth decay soon.Lots of candies,chocolates etc etc.Brush brush brush your teeeeeeeeth.Thanks a whole lot!Not sarcasm.And I love Haneesah's note.Awwwwwww,she wrote about my Torres.Meltzzzzz.

Mama was like asking how come this year I didn't receive roses and some other special presents.I was like I got no boyfriend during V-day this year.Then she went laughing. Weirdo.I still prefer last year's.

I did "say it with Fatin". In fact,I screamed.HAHA.

I wonder when will I get my MYOB results.See,Wai Loong is even more eager than me.

School was very shitty today excluding the laughters of course.Got back POA test and what I predicted was correct.At least a pass since I screwed up the capital comparison.
EP was very irritating.Eh no,extremely irritating.I thought that there would be no end to that.Lunch with Ewin,Illa and Khairul.

Some people really got on my nerves today.Super annoying.

I don't feel like going school tomorrow.Slap me hard,someone.Kind of a dread to go to the Parliament House tomorrow.I still have not polish my boots.Okay lazyyyyy,never mind.

3rd eldest brother just bought a new pair of Nike.I still want to own a pair of Vans unlike him,who got 3 pairs of Vans.Green with envy.Tskkkk.

Baritone sex says (10:30 PM):
U CHEAT MY FEELINGS
Baritone sex says (10:31 PM):
U SAY U UPDATE ABT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Baritone sex says (10:31 PM):
i don wanna talk to u uh


Indra insisted that I talk about him.

Okay,a very long day tomorrow.Shall turn in soon.

You make breaking up sounds like it's no big deal.
Valentine's day so boring la.

Forced to update thanks to Indra.If not,he will hang me from _____ _____.

I just love PE for today.Frisbee match was cool alright even though there was unglam moments.I think I'm getting dark.How great is that?
Surprise test during Math.Yeah how cool.More than half of the class didnt change so they did it outside class.Very cool nehhh.Did anyhow,yeah kind of la.

Antony gobbled down my peanut butter bread during English and I came home eating instant noodles.Instant noodles wont make me full I tell you.

Something embarrassing happened to me in front of the NPCC.I feel like living in Mars already.Pluto maybe?

Currently MSN conversation with Indra and Fatin.Chatting cock especially with them both.

One thing to note: cut down on vulgarities.Wooo way to go.
Been having super nice dreams these few days since it concerns ____.Yay,keep it going.

I lost a kg.WOOOO big deal alright.Shall maintain at 40 manzzz.

Extra malay lesson tomorrow.Ishhhh.

Overall for today was alright due to ____ I suppose.It's been rare already.I prefer the old times.Or maybe now?

I is tired.Okay sleeping time :D

Mama:eh kau pakai coloured socks nanti masuk jail baru tahu.
Me:-__- huh?
Mama:detention la.
Me: -___-"

Mama was already funny early in the morning.Also not visible as it is super super ankle socks.

Was welcomed to school by a dead real earthworm courtesy of Fatin.Ya,thanks alot.
Indra's reaction was super exclusive la.
Screwed POA test today.At most,just pass please.Ya,I'm saying this to make myself feel better.And thanks Shafiq for the calculator.Lesson learnt already.Yayyyyy,PE is on Wednesday.Can't wait wooooo!I love PE!!!!!!

JP with Michelle,Ewin and Udin.Michelle told me something about someone that I nearly went berserk.GAGAGAGAGAGAGA.And Indra told me something that was super irrelevant.Oh god.
Lunch at Fish & Co even though I wasn't that hungry.Wasted money on canteen food which I only had a few mouthfuls then threw it away.Same goes for my lunch.Had only half of it.Currently less than $20 in my wallet.Oh goody how to survive?HAHAHA.Shall ask monehhhh from mama.

Overall,a good night because chatted cock with alot of cocksters.HAHAHA okay no.Tonight,they were super high so syahirah became high also.

* have been silent.Wooo ignorance do help alot.
A particular person is on my nerves right now.Count your own blessings for God's sake.
No names mentioned.

Alrighty,my eyes are killing me and I got no idea what's the cause of it.Lack of sleep maybe?But I've been sleeping alot,I meant I've had sufficient of sleep these few days.God,that aside.
Got back a while ago from the airport to send eldest brother off to Bangkok yet again.I've been going to the airport frequently.Dinner at Swensens first and my crave for MacNcheese is gone.HAH beat that Antony!I ate MacNcheese first.And he lost his phone.HAHAHAHA poor guy.Okay sidetrack.

vass- Bowling - xXx-( Guess Whose Back! ByeOB Sabah*Woot Salsa pawns =D ) Jasmine best dancer/partner =D lol Tired ?'' says (9:46 PM):
you ate mac and cheese?save any?
SYAHIRAH says (9:47 PM):
nice manz
SYAHIRAH says (9:47 PM):
nope
SYAHIRAH says (9:47 PM):
i licked the plate off even HAHA
vass- Bowling - xXx-( Guess Whose Back! ByeOB Sabah*Woot Salsa pawns =D ) Jasmine best dancer/partner =D lol Tired ?'' says (9:49 PM):
got some for me?
SYAHIRAH says (9:49 PM):
nope
SYAHIRAH says (9:49 PM):
im a selfish girl.i sell fishes.


Mama was quite fed up with 2nd eldest brother because he was like rushing off to meet his girlfriend and friends and kept rushing us.Didn't get his priorities right and stuffs.Making his girlfriend much more important than his family and bla bla bla.Silent ride on the way home.He was speeding like F1 like that and I got scared and car sick(??) ya something like that.But in the end,they are okay already.HAHA very funny nehhhhhh.

I felt like catching a movie.Takers anyone?









It seems that I cannot avoid *.He kept flooding my inbox and all I have to do was to delete it off.Perhaps I shall consider Hafiz's suggestion.Shall do.On the other hand,someone is on my mind right now.Or maybe,all the time.

I is pretty bumped due to something/someone.Devastated?Maybe.

Supposed to have a game of tennis yesterday but somehow that loser didn't book the court.Yaaaa,the name says it all ; he's a loser.Perhaps next week then and have a game of squash too since Antony suggested that.So,yesterday I went home super early and stoned at home.For real,I did that.

* suddenly contacted me which was super unexpected.He think I who?His doormat?He can come and go anytime?What does he take me for?Who was the one who made countless of mistakes until I have to initiate the break?It was all your fault to begin with.I won't even droop to your level,fag.Or,just because V-day is coming and you desperately need a companion.Boy,it just makes sense,I'm not stupid.My day was spoiled.

Roronoa! says (10:39 PM):
jangan reply
Roronoa! says (10:39 PM):
atau kau bilang dia
Roronoa! says (10:39 PM):
aku dah ada matair
Roronoa! says (10:40 PM):
dia = tak ada otak
Roronoa! says (10:40 PM):
semua perempuan nak
Roronoa! says (10:40 PM):
ini nak itu nak.
Roronoa! says (10:40 PM):
perangai stop it seh.
Roronoa! says (10:40 PM):
ahaha
SYAHIRAH says (10:40 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
SYAHIRAH says (10:40 PM):
berbual minah.
Roronoa! says (10:42 PM):
trend baru aku dengar kat ite
Roronoa! says (10:42 PM):
perangai stop it seh.
Roronoa! says (10:42 PM):
ahaha

Hafiz is a joker.

Roronoa! says (11:22 PM):
lol
Roronoa! says (11:22 PM):
_ _ _ _ _ adik aku
Roronoa! says (11:22 PM):
ahah
SYAHIRAH says (11:22 PM):
WHAT?!!
SYAHIRAH says (11:22 PM):
u dont macam macam i tell you cockster


Bangku Kosong scared the wits out of me last time.I'm not watching it again.

Life is a maze and love is a riddle.

I was totally zonked out yesterday that upon reaching home,straightaway I slept.Even though I slept at around 8,I still woke up late this morning.6.20 to be exact and I will never be late for school I tiao you.It's good to have someone to send you to school.Heh heh so what if I take things for granted.Assembly was a drag today.Super drag.Was having cramps and Georgie was super beechyzxz.Recess was super high,super super super duper extremely high.That Dineneh owes me a fishball.Cibs,he go eat the fishball that I wanted HAHAHA.My lens dropped off during Humanities.Ya ya,laugh at me la.My right eye seems swollen. ):

I'm liking school because of someone/something.

Met mama and 2nd eldest brother somewhere at Clementi since mama needed to go to the polyclinic for her blood test whatever thingey yesterday.I came then brother commented something about my bra.HAHAHAHA walauwehhhhhhhh,I'm not wearing green anymore la.nehneh.
Not only he who commented that,this group of malay guys also.
"Eh eh green colour eh" HAHAHA quite funny but I didn't laugh.

Currently chatting with Nicholas on Facebook and Hafiz on MSN.Hafiz just told me something about someone he saw just now playing soccer.Oh my gosh,I'm getting restless and fidgety.He's the best uh.WOOOOO~


You know,you should jolly well count your own blessings and stop competing.The world will be a better place to live in otherwise.








On a happier note,Happy Advance 19th birthday Aidah!Aku sayang kau banyak banyak!Advance kan eh?

♥ Syahirah, 18, Republic Polytechnic, Diploma in Communication and Information Design. ♥ food and boys with cute hairstyles ttm.



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