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Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
International you day
Saturday, January 31, 2009 11:00 PM

A very nice way to end the weekdays.Somehow and someway,I do like this week eventhough I was extremely embarrassed due to something.And I was a super klutz this week.
Library with Michelle for a little bit of research.Didn't stay long since George came and there wasn't any in my bag so headed to the nearest pharmacy.Yes,what a great timing.Did a little bit of retail therapy.
Plans for tomorrow:
1)Madrasah maybe.
2)To KKH to send Danish Irfan since he's checking in and sister-in-law is going to the airport to fetch eldest brother.
3)Complete homeworks.

Went to sister-in-law's multiply and read her posts regarding Irfan's problem.It was simply devastating.I wasn't even sure what's wrong with him until now.I knew that eldest brother had had the same problem but his wasn't that serious.No doubt,she had been strong all this while.I just hope and pray that the surgery will turn out well and smoothly.Insyaallah.

Taken from sis-in-law's multiply:
His results showed that he stop breathing for about 83 times in an hour. Hearing the words from the doc, scared and made me worried. Hubby also had d same prob, hearing dat hubby stop breathing for 22 times in an hour was bad enough and then Danish 83 times....issssh , i felt like crying..why? He's just an active young boy to me..Looking at him no one would have guess that he has trouble sleeping at nite ..Its clearer now dat his activeness was due to the interrupted sleep at nite....Doc explaind further what r d things that we could do....the only way is for him to used a CPAP machine..(continous positive airway pressure) or Bi-Level positive airway pressure. C-PAP is a machine that blows air into your nose via a nose mask, keeping the airway open and unobstructed.

He had to go thru another round of sleep study ..dis time inclusive of d CPAP titration... I dont think my dear Danish would like to sleep wif the CPAP machine....It is so intimidating for a child...But for his own good...we tried...Just for the technician to measure and fit him wif the mask took an hour...He struggled and cried...No choice but to hold on to him so dat the technician can do d fitting....Hospital called the company that supply d machine...n i made an appontment for them to come down for an instruction session in d use of the machine. After he left..hubby tried on himself...it feels just like a fan on at full blast blowing thru our nose...So uncomfortable for us too......

Tried to use it on him...when he's sound asleep at night but everytime i tried to put it on...he will sit up on bed fully awake....Tried for a few nites...In d end...i dont have d heart to force him....Made another appointment with d Prof at KKH....did another X-Ray...and d results showed that his airway is obstructed by d regrowth of d adenoids....he told me dat its rare for a child to do another surgery....but for his case..he had to go for another round of surgery....

D date is set...2nd Feb 09....i m sorry sayang...mama had no choice...its all for your own good...for you to have a good nite sleep every nite....not like now, it pain me to see d way you breathe while trying ur best to sleep....Hopefully after the op...u can sleep as soundly.....n i can sleep without any worries for u.......

What is Obstructive Sleep Apnea?

The most common kind of sleep apnea is called Obstructive Sleep Apnea Syndrome. It is characterized by repetitive episodes of upper airway obstruction that occur during sleep, usually associated with a reduction in blood oxygen saturation.

The risks of undiagnosed obstructive in children with sleep apnea include learning problems, developmental problems, behavior problems and in some cases, failure to grow, heart problems and high blood pressure. In addition, obstructive sleep apnea causes daytime sleepiness that can result in personality changes, lost productivity in school and interpersonal relationship problems. A child with sleep apnea may lag behind in many areas of development. The child may become frustrated and depressed. The severity of the symptoms may be mild, moderate or severe. (http://www.stanford.edu/~dement/childapnea.html)



Not in the best of mood right now.Throat is super dry and a little bit sore.George is killing me,literally.I'm sure today is not the worst of the worst.David Archuleta's video is the sex!And he wore Jack Purcell and I'm sure it's the limited edition one.

A little too not over you.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 10:13 PM

There's Ramen Ten at Clementi.Cool or what.Saw the leaflets and zoomed and it was sushi time!It was pleasant until I ACCIDENTALLY spilled the soy sauce on Fatin.Mouths were open with shock.I'm such a klutz today.Not forgetting during PE while playing basketball.But I must say I was rather talkative even though I was having a fever.Maybe that's the reason why I was high.
Never judge a book by its cover is so true.It taste like wasabi which means it's not nice for me.It looked pretty because of the colour.



IMM-ed with Indra since Fatin went home.Me and Indra still can't figure out there is what occasion on 21st March.Any ideas?
Boy,I need a really good sleep.Skipped dinner since I got no appetite after I threw up everything that I had just now.Yes,including the sushis.Am I that sick? Gahhhh.
Malay just now was demoralising.Super demoralising.

No dinner=no medicine.
Mama scolded me because I still cannot take panadols or any pills at my age.
-________-

Currently chatting with Indra and Antony the horny.Woah,it rhymes.
vass says (10:02 PM):
You talk like a patient suffering frm s t m


I was super lost in the conversation la.Diao me.

I shall turn in now and hope it's a good day tomorrow,starting with my eyes.

Homecoming
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 8:00 PM



I believe that I'm running a temperature since this morning.BBQ yesterday was indeed very enjoyable.Shall update more tomorrow and these are some pictures.Yes,some only.Say, a quarter of it.Shall upload more pictures tomorrow.Cousins,please be patient and wait for the pictures.Thank you very much.
Ain't sure of going to school tomorrow but most probably I will since there's PE and of course another valid reason on why I ALWAYS look forward to school.Okay,I'm feeling weak now and my body is aching ever so bad and I'm still on my coursework - finishing soon.I thought my fingers will break soon.Plus,I'm famished until I can devour a horse.







To add on,today is Irfan's 4th birthday.He and sister-in-law just came back from Bangkok today and eldest brother is still in Bangkok.I heard that Irfan will be going through another operation on his breathing difficulties in his sleep upcoming Monday.So young,still have to go through this kind of operation.But I heard it's laser operation.Whatever it is,I hope and pray that it will be a successful one.Amin.
HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY MUHD DANISH IRFAN BIN NORIZAL.

Baby,we're invincible.
Monday, January 26, 2009 12:04 AM


I'm trusting you
And I'm taking the long way home
I'm leaving
It's not because of you
Will you just hold me tight
And never let me go
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible


Riz says (10:45 PM):
yah and put your boyfren photo on the msn
SYAHIRAH says (10:46 PM):
nooooooooo!my friend la.sumpah!
SYAHIRAH says (10:47 PM):
if i got boyfriend also i show you.Sure handsome punyaaa.
Riz says (10:47 PM):
haha.
Riz says (10:47 PM):
aargh change my mind already.Afai said will buy for u typewriter instead of laptop.
SYAHIRAH says (10:48 PM):
hahahaha
SYAHIRAH says (10:48 PM):
old school seh

*Note:Afai is a nickname for my soon-to-be-4 year old nephew,eldest brother's son.

Eldest brother chatted with me just a while ago.He is so funny.I like his display picture.Overlooking the town of Bangkok.Nice or what.I wonder what they were doing in Bangkok.Sure shopping.I wanna go Bangkok again. D:
Had a weirdest dream ever.Dreamt that I actually cut my hair super short.Like super super short.I think I'm too eager to visit the hairdresser.

I think a wrong number just smsed me wishing A Happy New Year and everything in chinese.How cute,got da niu in it.I wish I can understand Chinese by writing,not only verbal.
WOOOOO,family BBQ tomorrow will sure be hell fun!I shall eat like nobody's buisness.I shall think of losing weight later.

Oh god,I just remembered that there's Liverpool vs Everton and I'm running late for the match.
On a happier note,Xin Nian Kuai Le.I think it sounds correct.Is it?

Here,In Your Arms
Saturday, January 24, 2009 8:55 PM


Whispers,"Hello,I miss you quite terribly"



Misery will be coming soon,perhaps.Coughing and sore throat were not very nice to start off my weekend.Had to wait for nearly half an hour for my dental appointment even though I made an appointment.Took orange instead because there was no black for the elastic thingey.Nearing to the end of taking off the braces.A good and a bad news.Can't wait for Monday's BBQ.At West Coast Park,I heard.
Just finished watching the video on my eldest brother's Multiply since he dedicated a birthday video to my sister-in-law.Was his first time didn't get to celebrate her birthday in Singapore since he is at Bangkok due to work.There was alot of Thai words which I don't understand.Standard uh,nearly a year there already.And it was super sweet and romantic.Didn't know that I actually had a romantic brother.Who knows,it runs in the blood?

A visit to a very good hairdresser will be nice to get rid of the split ends.

But,it grew from a simple crush.

Loves
Friday, January 23, 2009 11:39 PM

Celebration was kinda alright.As in,can laugh at people.Funnehhhhhhh.I just hope that I wouldn't dream of those lions.The hosts talked like bullet train until I can't catch what they were talking.Furthermore,my chinese super karat la.Had KFC breakkie with Fatin and Indra.Craving for KFC breakfast is over.Wooo.Got home,nap-ed and headed to the airport to send sister-in-law and Irfan since they are going to Bangkok to meet my brother and celebrating Irfan's birthday too.That cute little boy was simply irresistable.He got a cute little luggage that sissy ordered online.Shall miss them especially that little boy.




Headed to Cityhall after that to meet Fatin and Indra.Movie was cancelled because I arrived late like around 4.Heh.Walked around and headed to Starbucks.Funny things happened there and Fatin was playing with my camera and snapped alot of Indra's unglam pitures.HAHAHA,shall not upload it here if not he will skin me alive.Alot of eyecandy(s) around town area which was terrific!Still,cannot beat the original eyecandy. :/ Insanely fun day with them and love love!












On a happier note,HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO DANIAL!I can't find any picture of him because it's at another computer and I'm lazyyyyyyyy.
Dental appointment tomorrow and I'm still deciding what colour I should take.Fever coming soon perhaps.
*it's been made to public and no more secret glances. ):

Collide
Thursday, January 22, 2009 9:48 PM


Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide


Oh goody.I think I caught the flu bug and I'm not liking it.Because it will lead to a fever and I will be shivering my ass off and it totally sucks ballz.Maybe it's due to my afternoon nap just now.Okay,a bit no link.Had a very very very very bad toothache just now during Malay and Cikgu Murad was hilarious.I was kind of quiet since I can't really talk and the pain was over bearing and he asked me why I was quiet and bla bla bla.He advertised the Sensodyne toothpaste right in front of my face while shaking his hips and Fatin was already laughing,literally.How cute.

It didn't get any better during Math so I was like sleeping and went into my own world.It got better in a while.The pain comes and go which is horrible and torturing.Luckily dental appointment will be on this coming Saturday and my lower teeth feels funny.I think I should take black bands(??) My mother made me look like a primary school girl today.HAHA that's what Indra said. ): Even Miss Choo thought that I didn't attend school because I look different from behind.She funny or what.

School ends effing early tomorrow which means movie date with Fatin and Indra.Oh goody!CNY will be having BBQ with family and relatives.YAY,can't wait.

Ironically.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 10:22 PM

Sometimes,people really get on your nerves,the raw ones especially.They will go all their way as long they get the attention they want.They wouldn't want anyone to be better than them in any way even though how mere it is.Agree?Oh yes,I agree to it.

School was alright I should say.The moment I stepped in school,I was being hit by a soccerball by this Sec 1 guy.Right on my tummy even though he was just a few feets from me.How great was that?It was insanely painful until PE.I think he was traumatised by my screamings so he apologised and stopped playing and emo at one side.PE was the period that most of the class looks forward to I suppose.PE was super fun in a way,bonding with people and that kind of thing.
CCA openhouse was alright.So anyway,mingled alot with the NCCs since I knew them quite well from the China trip.Danial came back and I missed that boy/man?So anyway,I was quite shocked in seeing him.Should see my expression.HAHA funny manzxzxz.He was very fascinated by the hole in between of my two front teeth.Come on,I'm still under treatment.And now I'm having a sudden toothache.Sensitive teeth perhaps.

HAHA this conversation was so cool man.It's in malay,so too bad if you don't understand because I is lazy to translate.thank you very much.And he came to school just now and didn't manage to say hi.

Roronoa! says (9:57 PM):
halal la tu, berapa banyak halal kau nak halal-kan, halal-kan jer la, strepsils untuk aku halal pasal aku tau halal
Roronoa! says (9:57 PM):
6 halal in 1 sentence
Roronoa! says (9:57 PM):
apamacam


My cellphone will be alive starting from tomorrow.YAY I will be taking my phone back.

Monday, January 19, 2009 9:24 PM

Somehow and someway,today went wrong in school.Monday blues or whatever you call it.Wasn't paying attention in class.I was like a zombie.Alot of things running through my head.Oh wait,I thought it's priceless but thinking again,I think I'm wrong.Oh great.
SJ after school was funny,thanks to the funny juniors I had.I guess that's the only thing that I laughed about today other than Antony's stupid horny joke during English.Was half-dead upon reaching home.No lunch which resulted that.

I ain't sure if I should watch Liverpool's match.Or maybe,sleep and eat to vent my frustrations.I don't know what's really happening.In a way or two,it's affecting me,effectively.I do feel like breaking down.Oh yeah,whatever.Eyecandy's presence on MSN isn't helping at all.

I shall sleep and forget about it the next day.Hopefully.Anyway,huge thank you to Hafiz for being there to entertain my nonsense.I tried my freaking best already.Your wish.

Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:37 PM


Pretty hectic day.Normal Sundays - Madrasah,homeworks,off to IMM for some shopping with mother and aunt,Queensway to shop for cousin's soccer boots,dinner at Bugis.Alot of eyecandy at both Queensway and Bugis.Velly velly velly nice.However,there's always something to dampen my mood.Say,today,my cellphone died on me.It's been twice already.Cibbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbs.No more 98.7,smsing,calling and whatever shit.Shall find time to send it to that Sony Ericsson place and make sure that this will not happen again.I'm losing my cool.

I'm not sure if I save everything on my SIM card and memory card.Ahhhhhhhhhhh bugger.If not,everything including contacts will be erased.Ahhhhhhhhhhh shiatzxz.
I don't feel like going to school.Ehhhhhh,but got eyecandy nehhhhhhhhhhh.

I'm feeling so lousy right now.Need jokes and laughters.Takers,anyone?

Lethargic
Saturday, January 17, 2009 12:07 AM

Tme check:11.30pm
WOO I'm feeling quite fresh.Slept for nearly 11 hours since noon.Got home from the camp,took out the dirty clothes,washed up and zoom to bed.Super automatic okay.

Second day of camp was action packed!First of all,CIP.Then painting of the school motif.Blah blah blah black sheep.Had the Personal Grooming workshop.Antony super handsome can.HAHAHA can go marry already.


Finally the night hike,what I've been waiting for.Had an amazing race first.Bloodyful la that team who tricked us.HAHA nevermind.Everybody met at Habourfront the carpark there and started out night hike.Started at Mount Faber Park.Walk and walk till we reached Henderson Waves there.The view was simply breathtaking especially with the cold wind at night.Had some games along the way.Walked all the way to Kent Ridge Park.I don't know what route we took but in any case,it's the longer one.Was walking with Fatin,Antony and Reghu.Damn it,thanks to their jokes and laughters,I was not even sleepy at all.Surprisingly,I was wide awake.It's just that my feets were in pain since I wore the wrong pair of shoes.Reghu was already sleepy and he was like going crazy.So yeah,a talk with Antony all the way till Kent Ridge Park which kept me going.Syakura even sleepwalk.FUNNY!Most of them were getting cranky.Normal la,lack of sleep what.Reached Kent Ridge Park at around 2 plus in the morning.Bonded as a class for a while then headed back to school via the science park.Got walk pass my house lehh.Might as well I go home and change shoes.So reached school at 5am,expected time.Had breakfast,showered and had some shuteye for perhaps two or three hours.An inspiring talk by an alumni,Darren and prize presentation.Our class got the third prize.Yeah yeah.Aching feets and still,I walked home.I thought I was going to die any minute.In the end,I reached home in one piece.

In a way or two,I really enjoyed this camp especially the night hike.Even though I was jealous of the 4na's camp,i think 4E5N camp is the best nehhhhhhhhh.
I saw eyecandy yesterday nehhhhhhhhhhh then he went off for his camp.I online just now then few minutes later eyecandy online nehhhhhhhhhh.Good or what.

Roronoa! says (12:03 AM):
fish and chips minyak quite the manymany
Roronoa! says (12:03 AM):
kau makan perut kau manymany the fats and minyak manymany

Say Hafiz is funny.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009 9:30 PM


It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful


Oh goody.I had lotsa fun today at camp/workshops.Ice breaking games followed by public speaking workshop and lastly,SALSA!Salsa dancing was indeed fun.Was partnered with Shazni.He's not too bad,seriously speaking.If Hakim is still in school,for sure I will be partnering with him since he's my partner.Shaz was also sad about Hakim not making it. D:
Break and lunch was great.However,seeing eyecandy was the greatest.Yes,I was extremely excited.YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!It's like 4 or 5 times okay!Very big deal! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Social thingey,CIP,night hike tmrw.Sleeping over in school and now halfway packing my stuffs.Wait,I don't think we will be even sleeping.Oh great,there goes my beauty sleep.I kept missing out some stuffs and Fatin will be the one reminding me.HAHA thanks ALOT.
Must have fun tmrw and hopefully see eyecandy at least twice.

I love my brothers.They are velly velly velly nice.HAHA.
Okie dookie,back to MSN.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:18 PM


Oh,it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay


Assembly today was extremely draggy.Nearly fell asleep.However,it's a good thing because we were left with 20 minutes of Math.PE today was alright.Ran 4 rounds and did some stretching and stuffs.My thighs are in pain right now perhaps due to over stretching or it's been a long time since I stretched.
Last period of the day which was Humanities was seriously very sleepy.Wilna and me had a hard time opening our eyes.In the end,I gave up and put my head on the table.Wasn't listening to Miss Pham at all :/

Stayed back to pack the First Aid kits for the camps.Damn it,alot of FA stuffs went missing.Ended up it's all over the cupboards.Oh great.Was super stressing.HAHA only Raymond knows.Go try packing for 15 kits la.See if you still can stay cool.Thanks to Raymond's girlfriend that I had my lunch.I was super famished.Thanks for the waffle,although one waffle is not enough.HAHA.
Min htet and Jiaxian was funny la.Jiaxian sashayed to me in Syahirah style.HAHA super funny.And now he is telling me that our China trip videos and pictures are coming out after camp.WHAT THE HELL.

Aspire camp day one will be tmrw.Some workshops and stuffs.I want to enjoy myself for this camp,for sure.No sleeping over.Very sadddd.Day two which is on Thursday will have night hike.Antony doesn't believe that we are actually hiking so it's night walk.And the sad thing is that me and syakura most probably won't be joining the rest since we are appointed the First Aiders.Dammmmmmmmmn.I wannna go night hike/walk.

Slept till 9.Super shiok.Feeling feverish and having a bad cold.Oh great.Just great.

I saw eyecandy alot of times today.WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!I'm a happy girl *skips around*
Early morning saw eyecandy already.Assembly,had eye contact.Classes beside the beside the beside the beside.Near right?Best day ever.HAHA.AWWW. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

And good luck Hafiz for your lifeguard test.HAHAHA,lifeguard.

Monday, January 12, 2009 8:25 PM


Alone inside
I can only hear your voice
Ringing through the noise
Can't find my mind
It keeps on going back to you
Always back to you


Okay,today was the release of the GCE O level results.Felt the tension.Congrats to Anisa for attaining A1 in malay,Udin and other people who achieved great results.How will I fare for my O's,I wonder.Our express students did extremely well.Is there any holidays for the excellent results?

One of the last year's Sec 4 was quite a dish.No kidding.
Anyways,lessons were super slacky because most of the boys were not in class since they were caught for their hair.Ya,it took like 3 whole periods to get their hair cut.Most of them cut botak.Very cute I tiao you.HAHA.I think tmrw will be the girls' turn.Oh oh.

Fatin:Wah,they can chant together with Youyao already.
HAHAHAHAHAHA velly velly velly velly funny nehhhhhhhhh.

Aspire camp this Wednesday till Friday.Two and a half days and one night.Very pathetic,one night only.I love camps!WOO~ I want more camps!Then can bond with people.Wooooo~

Lunch at KFC with Syakura,Anisa and Farah.The 711 malay uncle super -___-. I bought this jelly and this was what he said.
Uncle:eh this one cannot eat!*serious face*
Me:HUH?!*gives shocked face*
Uncle:HAHAHA kidding.
Me: -____- HAHA

These few days there are some unwanted people around my area.Usual stuffs,was disturbed and ya da ya da.I told my mama and her reply was very funny.

My 2nd eldest brother is very nice lately.He lets me use the lappie.Of course I asked for permission.Awwwwwwww,very very very nice.I miss my cousins.For sure we will meet up on Chinese New Year since there will be a BBQ I heard.That kind of thing.YAYYYYYYYYYYY!Misses.

Some pictures from Saturday.Went out with Indra to Sungei/Sungai Road.Met Munir,Maf and Zul on the way.




Yayyyyyyyyy,tmrw PE!
I saw eyecandy alot of times lehhhhhhhhhhhhh.Okay,wait I count how many times.
6 times you knowwwwwww.HAHAHA besssssssssssst.And eyecandy got that pair of shoes!GRRRRRRRR.
Eyecandy very handsome nehhhhhhhhhhh.

Friday, January 9, 2009 9:24 PM



Never would have said 'Forever'
If I knew it'd end so fast


Today very boring nehhhhhh.Velly velly velly the boring.POA test was like okay okay,only that I put something wrongly.I don't care if balance or not.Others also don't care.At least pass already,can la.While doing the test,suddenly one of my lens dropped out.HAHA,Wilna was already laughing and asking how can drop out of my eye.Rushed to the eerie toilet all by myself.Scaryyyyyyyyyyy.Annnnnnnd,Indra saved my life by lending me his calculator as mine was already dead but still in my pencil case :B

CCA today was effffing funny.How I love my juniors especially Frances,Julian,Raymond and Pin Jia.Dannnnnnng,they were uber funny.Raymond and I was making fake blood all the way and we were kind of near success.Velly velly the fun okay.But disgusting.


Hakim and the rest came to school.But I guess some of them went home already and so,I stayed for a little while to chat with Hakim,my beloved partner since I just finished cca and I miss him like totally miss la.Had a very,very,very long chat about his life and other stuffs and decided to move off as Faaruq they all went somewhere.Somehow he walked home with me because of "something" and went back to school.LOL,funny guy.


So there he is.I look super -____-.I just end my cca lehhhhhh and that explains it.

Damn it,I don't look like a Sec 5 student. DDDDDDDDD:

Had height and weight yesterday.Height is 155cm.I know im short,shut up la.I aiming for 160 siaaaa.I want to lose another 1.5kg so that i can remain as 40 kg.Pretty please?

I added eyecandy on MSN lehhhhhh.Super happy nehhhhh.I saw eyecandy when I just finished cca then didnt see eyecandy anymore.Sad sad girl.

Tons and tons of homework. DDDDDDDDD:

Wednesday, January 7, 2009 5:55 PM




Why did you say i love you
If you knew that it wouldn't last


Today in school super sleepy nehhhhhh.Fans above me - how cool was that?Eyelids were getting heavier.Suddenly wearing my specs again made me dizzy.And stupid George gave me cramps.Oh yes,triple coolness.
On a happier note,some lessons,say,Combined Humanities,Character Education and Malay made me laugh.
I don't get why must we have Character Education again to be included in our curricular time.They will still go on with the same old CTSS vision and mission,Total Defence and Racial Harmony thingey and what's not.
I'm liking Math right now since there's been a change of teachers and CURRENTLY,just for now,I'm in favour of Math.I hope how I favour Math could help me pass that subject.
Currenly POA is easy - Stock Evaluation.There will be a test on TPL and B/S on this Friday.Urggghhh,revising la like that.Geeeeeez.

I think I'm able to lose some weight since I will be walking home from school 5 times a week,if I'm not lazy.Anyway,I think I saw my eyecandy when I'm walking home just now.I THINK so.So,I walked home,grinning like a girl who has lost her sanity.

I've been having very peculiar dreams these few nights.I told Fatin about it and she laughed at me like a mad girl.Come to think of it,it was super no link and nonsensical.

There will be PE tmrw!Oh yessaaaaah!I love PE!But then,I'm sure it will be height and weight tmrw so no games.Sadded.I won't eat breakfast tmrw.HAHAHA.I hope I'm still growing.I wanna be talllllllll!



I was browsing through the pictures in my phone and came upon this.Those MYOB workshop days at Outram Sec.I can remember every single thing,say,when we were late on the first day for like half an hour because we took the wrong bus and ended up at the vicinity of town there,jaywalking on the roads,running like a mad girl and stuffs.Somehow,I find this nice.

I can't find the song that I want to replace with the current one so just make do with it.I feel sleepy.Should I take a short nap?

Xiao niang re finish aleady. DDDDDDDDD:

Sunday, January 4, 2009 6:32 PM


But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it


See,how time flies and I have to wear that school uniform again.Oh bugger.On the other hand,there's nothing wrong with that school uniform.haha.
I must say that I didn't sleep well and even woke up at 4 in the morning.In short,I can't really sleep.Maybe too eager to walk in the new school campus and also to see the Sec Ones.At last didn't meet any of them.How great.
The new foodstalls were okay I should say.There's western and so on.Okaaaay la.Good food is important alright?At least it is to me. (:

The class super huge la.got 9 fans - i counted.lol.Sat with Fatin at first but then,Miss Choo had a seating plan arranged which was sucky.I was like telling Fatin the people whom I don't wish to spend my one whole year with.Mostly the guys la.HAHA.I was praying that I won't be sitting with Antony and Yun Xiang.LOL.My prayers were somehow answered but not for Antony's case.Even though he's not my seating partner but he is sitting right behind me.How noisy but a good source of laughter.OMG, I'm talking about him right now then he suddenly online.HAHAHA scaryyyyy~ And and,my seating partner is WILNA LOY.And we are seated at the very front.Then can see the teachers' nose hairs.EEEEEYERRR.Boring la sit in front.Cannot laugh at people from the back and sms.And I'm very far from Fatin.Booooooo hoooooooo hooooooo!
Anisa said that I look like a Secondary One student!!! ):
Toured around the school and I still don't know my way around so I will just follow people blindly.The blocks all look the same to me.I miss the old campus. D:
and the new school like deja vu to me.Like really la.I got dreamt of it before.Scaryyyy huh.

All the teachers are the same except for Maths and Combined Humanities i think.Miss Pham,pronounced as 'farm',will be taking us for Combined Humans.She's quite alright la.Oh,and during Humanities,Antony hiccupped like end of the world like that.It's super annoying and the whole class was like laughing because of his hiccups.I counted how long he took to stop and it's 40 minutes.Yes,he's bloody proud of it.



This is when we didn't know that there was a plastic thingey stucked on the new whiteboard.Before that Ruiqi and Junwen was like erasing the board with tissues and water because it can't be erased.Super funny la.

Just got back from grocery shopping with mama and 3rd eldest brother.Packed until like what la.I kept rolling my eyes at those aunties because they were super rude.They were the one who hit me and giving me stares.Fortunately,I didn't say any vulgarities.I was just cursing under my own breath.I have to admit that I was super super impatient.I believe George is coming hence,the attitude.

Yesterday was my father's birthday and Azrul's too.So yeah,Happy Belated Birthday.
I wish he will be here with me.Get over it,Syahirah. *smile widely*

Am chatting with Kirisan about the Humanities' to get to u know u better thingey.

ReD dEvIl Manchester united fc cristiano ronaldo says (4:59 PM):
you can write for letter I i love torres
SYAHIRAH says (5:00 PM):
oh ya!shall write that down.thanks alot
ReD dEvIl Manchester united fc cristiano ronaldo says (5:03 PM):
r you can write
ReD dEvIl Manchester united fc cristiano ronaldo says (5:03 PM):
romance will only be with torres


Omg,he so pro can.And he gave me this link for the highlights of Liverpool's game.I totally forgot about the match even though I suddenly woke up at 2 plus in the morning.Some more Torres played lehhhhhhhh.
http://footycast.com/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=1371

My phone is currently kind of laggy.Someone told me that touch-screen phone is kind of laggy.I think I agree with that person.I think I shall send it for servicing or something again.It's been like once or twice already.It's not even 8 months old,mind you.Suckkkyyyyy.But to think of it,it's quite alright la.



I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Addicted to the song manzxz.

Cam-whored with cousin since she's here at my house for a little while.





Am chatting with Naidi.Cheer up,dude! :D


I miss chatting with you,even though I did just now.imy

Thursday, January 1, 2009 3:45 PM



HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!hahaha,i've got no idea why I'm that excited.Not for school of course.Spent my New Year's Eve outside with beloved friends.In short,Queensway shopping Centre for Indra's shoes and schoolbag,Marina Square,Lau Pa Sat for dinner,Marina Barrage.
The atmosphere was overwhelming I should say and of course,there were hell lots of people trying to squeeze their way in and out.
Cuci mata a little with Indra and Fatin.Panas Panas Panas.Only one caught my eyes ehhhh.HAHAHAHAHAHA,but still someone cannot be replaced. Awwwwwwwwww (:
Actually,went Lau Pa Sat with Ewin and Udin then they need to go off.Met Rafidah and Sabarudin(sp?) at Raffles and headed to Marina Barrage.Pictures below!





























Stayed for a little while since I can't stay out that late since my MOTHER thinks I'm still a little girl.Next year can heh heh heh.Cabbed home with Fatin and Indra.The taxi uncle ah kept rambling on and on.If got masking tape,aku dah tape mulut dia ahhhh.Reached home like around 11.05.Watched the Countdown party on TV.Pathetic,I know.Irfan and sister in law slept over.Irfan loves the hopscotch thing at my house.We played together but the sad thing is that my feet too big.HAHAHHAHAHHA last time can la.
Basically I'm rotting at home and fortunately 2nd brother is working so wooooooooo!Macs for breakfast.Yummmmmmmmmmm.


Went through my old baby photos.My mama said I was super mentel when I'm younger.HAHAHA found some and don't laugh.



And lastly,with my dad.I miss you,Baba.And your birthday is like 2 days from today.





Annnnnnnd I found someone who shares the same birthday as my dad's and it's Azrul.Oh that lucky guy.Coincidence eh.
I woke up to find that my right eye was a little swollen.Fuggggg it.Tmrw school then eye swollen.Baguuuuuuuuus pe.Tmrw school.Fuggggggggggggg.

2009's resolution!
#1 Study super dee duper hard for upcoming O levels.
#2 To pass O's with good grades which will enable me to pursue my desired course.Insyallah.
#3 Never be broke and learn how to save money.
#4 Learn how to appreciate people's little gestures.
#5 Learn how to love my dears and hope that they will never leave me anymore.
#6 STOP SAYING VULGARITIES EVEN HOW SMALL IT IS.
#7 To love and be loved.

I had my fair share of sadness in 2008 so I hope 2009 will be a much more happier year for me,my family,friends and those who are related to me in one or another way.

HAPPY 2009 YEAH!

and still,i have a thing for you.i told you,it won't go away.



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