Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 8:45 PM
Hari Raya is like nearing and I don't want it to come very early.Because if it's Hari Raya already,means that it's nearing 2009 and I don't want to be a Sec 5 student and take O levels.Like phobia I tiao you.Annnnnd,my family is going GREEEEEEEEN this year.Woooooohoooooo!
Today very shiok because it was raining and it was efffffing cold.To make things worse,first period was Humanities and Mr Foo made it super boring but I managed to stay awake because me and Junwen was talking.Antony and Atiqqa was like sleeping already but only Antony was caught.HAHAHAHAHA!
Maths was like super super boring but I like yesterday.Played this game and Emmanuel and Guo Zhong was like tricking me to say "I".
GZ:What's the name of the new phone that Singtel released? S:Oh oh. _ phone.
I nearly fell for that but I didn't. We spent nearly half a period talking about the new school during POA.Hahaha,we asked Miss Choo alot of questions and we dragged and dragged.Hahaha,Junwen was like super funny.Oh,and she wore a new shirt today.Okay,hahahha. JW:Cher,where's the boys toilet? MC:I don't know.I only glanced. Then I say to Junwen. S:Stupid sia.Boys toilet beside girls toilet what.How can she don't know. Both HAHAHHAHAHA. JW:the toilet for boys stand one of sit one?
HAHAHAHAHA,this one was like really efffffing funny la.
Currently chatting with Reghu.That guy sick uh I tell you.HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Both of my arms was in pain today.Firstly,thanks to Antony for elbowing my right arm and secondly,thanks to Fatin for elbowing my right arm.But it's okay.Antony will pay for my hospital fees.
Will be taking my phone tmr.Oh great.Haha,anyway,I cheated.I used my extra phone BUT I didn't bring to school horrrr.Dental Appointment also tmr.Rush rush rush!
Okay,this song is efffffing nice I tell you.
Someone is being a hypocrite manzxzxz.Get a life! And when I lose myself I think of you, Together we'll be running somewhere new Through the monsoon. Just me and you
Sunday, September 21, 2008 9:08 PM
I'm going to start off with:
MY CELLPHONE DIED ON ME AND IT'S STILL NOT SURVIVING!FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
Yeah just that.I don't really miss anyone from OBS.But maybe SOME people who I ought to miss. So anyway,I went Geylang again yesterday.Haha,oh well,maybe I'm addicted to it.Say,I love to shop around.I was quite pissed over some things yesterday.Especially when [insertname] met [insertname2] and I tried so hard to get her attention so as to prevent her from talking to [insertname2].And I was having pms at that point of time and I just wished that I could just scream on top of my lungs.Oooh yes,very tempting.Much to my extent,it didn't get okay and so I watched Liverpool match to make myself happy and also to stare at Torres once I got home.But but but,it was not really that okay because Stoke City[i think so] was so good in defence that Liverpool tried to score over 20 times but the ball didn't get it.It's such a waste.But however,it's worth it to watch my husband played and it was live.Call me thick-skinned but Kirisan said that.Woooooohoooo!Slept because I was super fed up and Reghu texted me the results.It's still a draw.Yeah,saddening.
Didn't went to religious class today because I had a hard time getting up and also a very very very bad cramp.Gave it a miss and did homeworks instead.Tee-veed and did some chores.Cellphone died on me ): So i shall send it to the Sony Ericsson place to repair.Damn it.Wonder if I wll survive without handphone.Hahaha,sounds like a challenge.Oh yeah,I'm so on!So yeah,if I didn't reply your text messages or anything,I have a good reason here.Anything just call my house number,if you have it.If not,ask personally well,because it's personal.Hahaha okay tak funny. As I was saying earlier,Geogie came for a visit and yeah,I'm not liking it.For now,I'm owing not one day of fasting but,3 days and it's still counting.Goddammit.Mama was like offering me snacks since just now when I was watching tv.First it was popcorns then chips.And good timing,she's not fasting and my cousin too.Yeah,very good timing.
Oooh,and for now,I'm addicted to this particular song.Power uh I tell you. Jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku. jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku.
Hahahahahaha,ya ya that song.
WeiKuang chatted with me just now and here what he says: Guess i let you get the best of me . says: what crush ? oreo? SYAHIRAH says: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! SYAHIRAH says: you think u funny uh! SYAHIRAH says: hahahahhaa SYAHIRAH says: okay la Guess i let you get the best of me . says: abiit lah SYAHIRAH says: quite funny! Guess i let you get the best of me . says: at least laugh lah ! SYAHIRAH says: im laughing! SYAHIRAH says: LOL somemore Guess i let you get the best of me . says: Hahaha
And fyi,my pm was "Cause,it's jsut a crush."HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA get it?He funny shit uh.He wait uh tmr.
And guess what I'm having more fun And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright I'm just fine And you're a tool
So, so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves And I don't want you tonight
I'm doubting that the feelings are over.Is it?
BIRTHDAYBIRTHDAYBIRTHDAYBIRTHDAY!
Thursday, September 18, 2008 12:42 AM
Okay,I don't know where to start.Hahaha.Today very very very very humid uh I tell you.Thanks to Globalwarming uh.THANKS HORRRR! Birthday celebration was okay okay BUT BUT BUT I think I prefer this way.Furthermore,it's the fasting period and those who are fasting and namely myself are tired.Yes,I am tired.I'm hungry,dizzy and whatnots. A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG HUGE thank yous to those who wished me and for the presents.
THANK YOU FATIN FOR BEING THE FIRST ONE TO WISH AN ADVANCE ONE,TWO PARTS OF PRESENTS WHICH WAS THE PHOTOS AND THE BAG WHICH WAS SHARED WITH INDRA[pictures below] THANK YOU TO KHAIRUL FOR BEING THE SECOND TO WISH ME AN ADVANCE ONE.APPRECIATE IT LOTS. :D THANK YOU TO CLINTON FOR BEING THE FIRST ONE TO WISH ME AT 12 MIDNIGHT SHARP.VERY TOUCHING AND SWEET YOU KNOW.THANK YOU THANK YOU.:D AND THE BRACELET TOO. THANKS TO JUNWEN FOR THE RING.LOL! THANKS TO PECK CHENG FOR THE WISH AND CHOCOLATES! :D THANKS HIDAYAH SAZALI FOR THE WISH AND BRACELET! THANKS DANIAL FOR THE WISH AND BIRTHDAY HUG.HAHAHHAA MY CHINA SLEEPING PARTNER.LOLOLOL. THANKS TO MY MAMA FOR THE WISH AND KISS AND MY SOON TO BE PRESENT.ILY! THANKS TO NADIRAH AND MY AUNT FOR THE MONEY,BIRTHDAY CAKE AND THE CUTE BIRTHDAY PILLOW.<3 THANKS TO MY 2ND ELDEST BROTHER FOR TREATING THE WHOLE FAMILY KFC ON MY BIRTHDAY AND FOR THE WISH TOO.I LOVE YOU!
NOT FORGETTING THOSE WHO WISHED ME EITHER PERSONALLY OR TEXT MESSAGE OR FRIENDSTER COMMENT ME: SYAKURA,ANISA,SAFIRAH,HANEESAH,HIDAYAH ZAINAL,AIDAH,HAZIQ,MICHELLE,RONALD, RIZAUDIN,EZUANDDY,ZUL,YUHAN, FAIZAL,AUDREY,WANYEE,HUICHEN,JUNWEN,KHAIRUL,FAARUQ, HAKIM,ATIQQA,SITI SYAHIRAH,HEELENG,REGINE,AIN,LINDA,ATIKAH,KHILDA,MARIA AND FARIZ.
Okay,I hope I didn't miss anyone out :/
So yeah,I had a blast on my birthday and thanks to my aunt who came unexpectedly to celebrate it.I appreciate it alot!
However,it's not complete for me.I mean there's someone short that didn't get to wish me since he's been gone for like 3 years now.I miss your voice,kisses and hugs.I miss you,Baba.
VERY SWEET RIGHT?I KNOW HEH
HAHAHHAAH JUNWEN'S PRESENT FOR ME MADE BY THINGS THAT BELONGS TO ME.THANKS HORRRR!
Somehow and somewhat 4a2 is transferred to the 4th level since the 2c1 girl injured her leg.people said it's fake but I don't know.Heck care la since I also don't know her.So anyway,4a2 people can slim down already.today is especially ever so bad.we had to go down for malay then go up again then go down again for biology then go up again for chemistry.it's like never ending i tell you.seeeee,i think i lost 1 kg.so yeah,thanks horrrr for the transfer.On a happier note,we can make a whole lot of noise because the door have no hole so the noise cannot be heard and it's very ventilated!Very very very windy.Bessssssssssttttt!
Okay,imoveryou!
Monday, September 15, 2008 9:44 PM
Well,okay that Indra is pestering me to update this blog.I know I know.It does not appears dead anyway. School average la.I'm pretty bushed now so I will zoom to after school.Went City Hall since me and Fatin didn't want to go home.Indra tagged along too.Went Marina,Penin and Raffles.Window-shopped and we kind of summarised what we want to buy so yeah shopping one day! Got home and brother was like arguing with his girlfriend.Funny shit uh he.They argued because the girl don't want to put down the phone and brother was already late for work and the girl kept rambling.Lol such a long winded girl.
Last night was fun because I watched Arts Central at night and there was Les Choristes.So,I remembered during Sec two when Miss Seah let us watch this video about choirboys.It's like super nice.Morhange is cute and Pepinot is too.Morhange is like super super talented please.I like to listen to their songs eventhough they are in French.Laa aku faham faham kan ajee. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRfJE_qEaoQ Pepinot Morhange
On a happier note,Michelle's and Nick Jonas's birthday will be tomorrow and I'm ecstatic because right the next day is my day.Woo hoo baybeh!I wanna watch Disaster Movie and I heard that it's NC16.HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE TEO AND NICK JONAS.I like Nick Jonas.Can hor. Hari raya is like coming soon and I think I can't wait because I wanna see *H.Most probably *H is coming to my house but but but most probably not too.Okay what the hell.I don't care.Maybe.
I'm ecstatic manzxz.
ReD dEvIl Manchester united fc cristiano ronaldo says: hi torres wife SYAHIRAH says: awww u are sweet.i shall call u ronaldo
Hahahhaha funny shit la Kirisan.
Okay bye.I'm tired.I think there's no homework today.What the hell.Even if there is,I don't think I will complete it la.Bad bad girl. Suddenly I miss my eldest brother.Hahhaha.Okay Reghu just texted and I think he is bored.Okay goodbye and goodnight!
Forgettingissohardandimy))))):
Friday, September 12, 2008 1:20 AM
First and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMANUEL TANG!!! See I kept your secret well and didn't tell anyone in the class.Hahaha until Atiqqa blew it and received a SLUT from Emmanuel. Atiqqa:I SLUT NEVERMIND LA.I HANDSOME WHAT.
HAHAHAAA abit no link but it's funny lehhh.Little Miss Random uh you.
Time check: 2.45pm. Got to blog for a short while since I'm going Geylang later to collect my clothes and also break fast outside and also to jalan jalan.Wooooohoooo I'm excited baybeh.Anyways,will update everything later probably. I like school yesterday because there was PE.Fun like very very fun I tiao you.Played floorball eventhough fasting but what the hell.Don't care.Anyway,there were embarassing moments.Scored only a goal.Yeah yeah.Thirsty and hungry but got to hold on.Anyway,I'm always hungry so it's normal.Hahaha.Got 3 free periods yesterday if I'm not wrong because Miss Choo and Mrs Lee didn't attend school.Class have been having free periods nowadays and I like. :DDDDD Went Vivo with Fatin after school to get something.Ended up shopped at Forever 21.Bought my bangles and she bought her hairclip.I'm attracted to the high waisted skirt but nah.Headed home and something happened during our way back to Outram.There is this man helping his grandson to pee in this bottle IN THE TRAIN!Yes!Like what the hell.And mind you,his grandson was like 5 or 6 years old.Ewwww ewww ewww.
School today was like average.Lessons per usual except that we've got a free period and that's english.And there was this teacher came in and start asking if its okay if a man sleep with another man.That's very off topic.I'm a good girl today and went straight home eventhough it's freaking early.Hah what the hell.I think I'm a good girl because I refrain myself from vulgarities. Hahaha,just now. S:Enoch,why you never come school uh yesterday? E:Why? S:I miss you,you know. E:*face brightened up* Really? S:Hahahha no la. E:Tsk.I very touched you know.
Hahhaha I think he can be an actor.His face like can change expression like that.
I think my blog song very emo but it's nice.heh.Will change later.See how. Okay okay.Going off now and bathe.I don't know what to wear.Hahaha.Okay goodybye.
[EDITTED] Got back home and now it's like 1.10am.My legs are achng ever so bad from all those walking.My left feet is getting worse.Geylang was like super super packed.Standard uh.Before that went to break our fast at this place.Laksa damn spicy I tiao you.Pictures another time as I'm bushed.Fatin is not online.She promised me lehh.Nevermind,I shall entertain myself.I think I met some people but I forgot who.Just remembered that I met sister-in-law's mum and dad and sister.Headed to Tanjong Pagar to buy food.Maybe I shall sahur later so I can sleep till noon.Okay best.I don't know if I want tuition tmr or not.I'm plain lazy and bushed manxzxzx.I'm tired and I want to stone now.Hahahaha.Night night people!
ithinkimgettingoveryouiissad)))))): I can honestly say You've been on my mind Since I woke up today, up today I look at your photograph all the time These memories come back to life And I don't mind
I woke up this morning And played our song And through my tears I sang along I picked up the phone and then Put it down Cause I know I'm wasting my time And I don't mind
Tuesday, September 9, 2008 9:42 PM
Boohoo,I'm still in holiday mode.I even thought that today is Saturday when I woke up this morning.And damn,I got the most weirdest and scariest nightmare.It's got to do with supernatural of course.Err,don't want to talk about it.Having goosebumps already.It seems that most lessons that we were having were all super slacky.Mrs Lee and Mr Foo won't be in school and that's a yay for us.Had grooming and attire check.Lucky thing that Miss Choo had something on and the not lucky thing was that the discipline teacher will check our class.Prayed hard that it would not be either Miss Toh or Miss Ng.And so,I should say that we were lucky and Mdm Roseza checked us.Didnt get caught for my hair and skirt like usual BUT she asked me to tuck in more.Funny shit uh?Pulled my skirt to the lowest and it was quite worthwhile eventhough I still find it a little short when I kneeled but what the hell.
I'm addicted to 7 Things MV la.Omg it's like super nice to watch it all over again. Anyway,I got bored yesterday and started to read all my inbox and sent messages.Haha all funny shit uh.I was laughing and thinking back of the times.And there came along H's messages.So my mind went back to how I met H and such.Sweet moments.Still have pictures in my phone. D:All the text messages were super nice and funny.Again,laughed to myself until brother were like saying I'm crazy.Just his luck to have me as his sister:/ There's been alot going through my mind recently.I'm unaware of things going on,ironically.Suckiest moment ever I tell you.And there is no doubt that I miss you.
Studied Chemistry already.I'm liking chemistry but ended up flunking it.Hahahhaha.Best uh gini.Macam faham seh.Wish me luck for the test eh!
I need a haircut badly.Fringe is very very very very irritating.I wanna cut short!See first eh.
I will be 16 soon.Yeah yeah.I want to watch my first NC16 movie.Heh heh.Jakun sak Syahirah.Setakat 16 tk payah nk bising-bising uh.wonder if he remembers. I've learnt some lessons when I'm growing up and saw the evil and selfish sides of humans.Somehow,I do regret over some decisions especially to be with [insertname].The worst maybe.
Every time you're near Trouble disappears Under the ground But when you go to far Silver clouds will start hanging around
AndImstillnotoverit.
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Saturday, September 6, 2008 8:59 PM
Holidays are ending real soon and I think I didn't spend it wisely.I spent all my weekdays at home.Great isn't it?-____- Rot,rot and continue to rot.However,I did something worthwhile.Hee.I cleaned my drawers and such.I didn't know that I've got alot of unwanted stuffs.One big plastic bag full of unwanted stuffs.It looks much more better now.I also came across letters and such.Somehow I still remember when me and Hidayah went into the toilet and we break our fast.It was so so so hilarious.Those were the times. (:
Had tuition and I'm proud to announce that I've got the best tutor man!Okay irrelevant.Anyway,went out with Fatin and the both Hafiz.They were super kecoh like end of the world like that.City Hall,Bugis,Sultan Mosque,Bugis Junction and off home.My swollen feet was stepped twice by people.Thanks alot la.Due to the walking and those people who stepped on it,it's getting worse.Guess I have to bandage it so that it won't be as painful.I don't like the train home just now.This uncle was sitting like so near me and his shoulders were just next to mine.It's really really close.Then suddenly he touched my legs.I mean like come on,even if it's not purposely,he can say sorry right.Want free lunch only.And the other side was two malay boys talking about ITE life and Sec 5 life.So I conclude that they are sec 4 this year.Yay same same.Hahahaha.Sorry la but I can't help to eavesdrop.Furthermore I was bored.They want to go to ITE Dover because it's higher Nitec.The english paper was hard that one of them lost 40 marks.Lol stupid right?Okay irrelevant and I won't go on. (:
Grandmama is sick.I'm worried sick.Uncle is admitted to the hospital because of his swollen leg and I'm worried sick too.People are worried for him.Gosh.I guess everything did not turn out well.
On a happier note,Irfan came last night and I miss that little dude!Awww.
Currently chatting with Indra.Wanted to post what he wrote but nah,he doesn't want people to know or else he will tell people my secret.Damn it.So better not yeah.
It's been raining and I kind of like it.So keep on raining and bring on the thunder!Woooohoooo. (:
17 is coming soon!Actually I think I just want to be sixteen and that's that's.I don't want to be an emotional person.I want to be happyyyy!Like I used to.Yay!I think Georgie is coming.Go away la.Okay irrelevant.
I miss you. I'm exhausted of waiting and missing. I give up.GoodbyeH ): D:
I IS SAD. ): I IS IN NEED OF COMFORT FOOD. I IS IN NEED OF FOOD BINGE. I IS THINKING OF CRYING. ))))))))))))))))))))): DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
Wednesday, September 3, 2008 9:08 PM
Okay wooohooo third day of fasting.Well,it wasn't for me.Heh heh.Skipped the first day since I was having high fever.I could not even wake up and so I woke up at around 1 nearing 2 in the afternoon.I felt like a pig like seriously.This never happened before.I think because 2nd brother asked me to continue my sleep since I was having a fever.Annd I was sleeping on his bed.Such a nice brother.I still remember when earlier this year I was having a high fever and he took care of me.I was really touched okay.He asked me to cover myself in the blanket and such asking me to perspire.And dammit,it was freaking hot so I took it off and I got scolded from him.Tsk.Fever is on and off currently.Due to the weather I think. Mama cooked my favourite potato dish.Yummmm.I tell you uh I can eat that for 30 days straight uhh.Calefare was so funnnny.Haha.But I didn't managed to watch First Class.Haha that TAF changed to FAT show.That was like super super effing funny.
My left feet is swollen today because somehow I twisted it or whatever last night and damn it,I can't really walk.I want to eat cookies!Heee.
I'm craving for alot of things.Not food.I want sneakers,skirts,jeans,more sneakers,bags and all those stuffs la.Grrr.I want to marry someone rich.Hahaha.Okay no.I want to marry my husband.Hahahaha.I still can remember this question Junwen asked me.
JW:Who you want to marry in this class? S:Uhh(looks around)My husband. Both ended up laughing.Lol. JW:Where is the girls' toilet? S:Beside the boys' toilet. Lol.We were really crapping then.
I feel like chopping my hair short!But it's not even long yet.I got the temptation la.Mama put some kind of oil on my feet just now.I was laughing and crying at the same time and pulling my feet away from her when she massage it.It's super painful la.I feel so retarded.Haha.One feet is bigger than the other one.
I barely have any mood today so please anyone,don't provoke me.I'm missing someone and that someone is like super super busy studying.Fine,study until you die also can.I don't care.I won't contact you ever again.Hahahahahaha like real.See first la.
There was a cockroach just now and you've guessed it,I'm scared.Took some tissues and get near to that thing,but I chickened out and stayed on the bed,blogging.Haha to add on,I'm alone at home so nobody could help me.I called my grandma's house and uncle is coming up shortly.Please come quickly and save a damsel in distress.Hahaha.Exaggerating much. I want to get my cookies in the kitchen but I don't dare.Hahaha.That roach was so so ugly and disgusting I tell you.
Oh yes.There is protests going on in Bangkok.tsk la.How can that be?Bangkok very nice to shop.See they have all these things then no shoppers/tourists will come and the economy will be affected.Omg,for once,I think I sound like Mr Johnny Foo. :/
On a happier note,HAPPY 8th BIRTHDAY TO HAKIM!(my cousin)
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder, and I said Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors I don't wanna ever love another You'll always be my thunder So bring on the rain
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♥ Syahirah, 18, Republic Polytechnic, Diploma in Communication and Information Design.
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